January 2012

A shy and tentative hello, my amigos. I’m mortified I’ve been off the air for so long – nearly 2 years – and if you’ve all lost interest, don’t worry at all, I don’t blame you. I really had no expectation that I’d be out of action for so long, It’s been a very strange time, I hardly know where to start, except that I kept waiting to get back to normal and I’m having to accept that the old normal is gone forever and that I’d better start liking the new one!

I’ll tell you more about my ongoing unpleasant mental states as and when but lets talk about lovely things for the moment! First and foremost – did you watch The Killing? Wasn’t it fantastic? And wasn’t the second series fantastic? Isn’t Sarah Lund just amazing? And are you watching Borgen? And isn’t it really strange and hilarious that loads of the same actors are in Borgen as were in The Killing. Like, the other night, when Thyss Birk Larssen popped up as the Minister of Defence?!! I MEAN!!!! And actually it took me a while to realise that Birgitte Nyberg’s ridey husband Philip is Officer Strange from Killing 2. Also do you think Katrine in Borgen is trying to ‘out-jumper’ Sarah Lund? I mean, that stripey cardigan she wears just leaves me speechless. Good job she’s so beautiful is all I can say.

And what about Wallander? I am IN LOVE with Krister Henriksson (apologies for incorrect spelling.) Oh, how I love him. What a compassionate, humane, gorgeous funny man he is. Apparently there’s a new Scandinavian series coming soon called The Bridge, in which a murder takes place on the bridge that links Sweden and Denmark, so BOTH Swedish and Danish police forces are involved. Sadly though, actual Sarah Lund and actual Kurt Wallanders won’t be in it. But still! It’ll still be in Sweden and Denmark, which suits me down to the ground.

Yes, I’ve watched a phenomenal amount of telly over the past while. It has been a GODSEND my amigos, a veritable GODSEND. I’ll stop talking about it in a minute but is anyone watching Homeland? A kindly person who I won’t name in case they get into trouble, slipped me an illegally downloaded disc of the whole series and I DEVOURED it. It is so so so so so good and Claire Danes is BRILLIANT, just BRILLIANT. Also there is a very attractive older man in it, her boss Saul Something, I googled him, his name is Mandy Patinkin and apparently he’s famous and is on broadway all the time and is an actual singer and I felt like a big eejit, acting like he was my find.

As well as watching outrageous amounts of telly, I’ve been going to the movies a fair bit. This is something I almost NEVER did, because I never seemed to have the time, but now I’m grateful to have something to distract me and to fill the time. I went to The Artist, which was adorable and very sweet and the dog was brilliant but perhaps it’s not the work of genius that the Harvey Weinstein publicity machine would have us believe. What else is on? Oh yes, The Iron Lady, which I would rather set myself on fire than go to (even though lovely Harry Lloyd is in it). I have a visceral hatred of Margaret Thatcher, VISCERAL, my amigos, she did so many truly horrifying things and it really really annoys me whenever people hold her up as an example of the success of feminism, when she espoused NO female characteristics (random selection: empathy, inclusivity, reasonableness, a capacity for remorse). She was NOT a woman, she was barely a human being. And the awful thing is that now I hate Meryl Streep also, just for playing her sympathetically. But never mind!

Moving on to nicer things, last August, ‘The Praguers,’ ie my brother Niall, his wife Ljiljana and their divine children Ema (11) and Luka (10) moved to live in Ireland!
Ema and Luka ready for school Just down the road from Himself and myself, which is very very lovely for us. My brother Tadhg and his wife Susan got a new dog Bubs, so now they have 2 dogs (you might remember they already had a boxer Katie.) And Oscar, who was just newly born to my sister Rita-Anne and Jimmy the last time I posted is now 20 months and a little tank. Him and his brother Dylan who is 3 and a half (collectively they’re known as Dyscar) are hysterical, great fun, both red-haired, so sometimes they’re called The Redzers.

So what else is happening? Well, I’ve a book on baking coming out in Feb. Yes, baking. I think I mentioned the last time I wrote that, out of the blue, I’d started baking cakes because I was so totally unable to do anything else and I found it comforting and it got me through the day. Every cake I made, Himself took the most wonderful photos – really quirky and cute and fun and it was a project that sort of kept us both going because it’s been such a weird time and because I wasn’t able to work, neither was he, because our jobs are so intertwined. I can’t exactly say when we decided to try to put it together as a book, but somehow it’s happened and even though they didn’t use Himself’s gorgeous photos because the lighting wasn’t of the right quality, it’s still adorable. It’s very chatty and fun. It’s called Saved by Cake and I’m giving all of my Irish royalties to the Vincent de Paul because of the brutal hardship being experienced by so many people right now.

Also – and I find this amazing – I’m almost finished a novel. Well, I am actually finished, I’m doing the editing and I can’t tell you how incredible this is because for months and months and months in the past 2 and a quarter years I’ve been unable to get out of bed or concentrate on a sentence or motivate myself to do anything. But somehow, in pockets of time, when I felt less terrified and terrible than usual, I managed to write this book and the strangest thing about it is that it’s really funny. It’s about Helen Walsh of the Walsh family that I’ve written about in Watermelon, Rachel’s Holiday, Angels and Anybody Out There. Helen is the youngest sister, the ‘bold’ one and she’s a private detective and she’s on a missing person’s case. She’s looking for Wayne Diffney, who used to be in Laddz (they’ve a boy-band, they’ve popped up in other books, Sushi for Beginners, The Other Side of the Story and The Brightest Star in the Sky.) I’ve my friend AnneMarie Scanlon to thank for the plot, she was always a fan of Wayne’s and said he needed a book of his own and I had no idea how to go about it, but it’s worked! It actually really does function as a thriller. But it’s also a love story – 2 love stories in fact. And it’s dark, quite a bit dark. But honest to god, really funny. It’s taken me an appallingly long time to write because I’ve been hors de combat for long periods, so often I’ve forgotten what I’ve written, then I stumble over a bit and think, ‘but that’s HILARIOUS’ and I’m sorry if some nasty journos (and we all know who you are and you have my compassion) will lift this quote and headline it, ‘Boastful boozy author’ etc, but that’s the truth of the matter. It’ll be out sometime in the autumn and it doesn’t have a name yet, but I’m working on it.

Speaking of booziness, I celebrated 18 years of sobriety on January 18^th, so not all is bad. Despite the tough times in my head, I haven’t had a drink and I haven’t killed myself and Himself hasn’t done a runner on me with a sane person. Mind you, Himself has done a LOT of running. He has become superfit and runs up the sides of mountains in Wicklow and is completely brilliant. Himself hill He buys all these magazines called Running Blokes and Really Hard Running In The Rain and suchlike and reads their surveys for the best waterproof jocks and keeps introducing me to new things like ‘gaiters’ (to protect your shins from mud) and ‘eyebrow guards’ (so your eyebrows don’t interfere with your aerodynamicness) (okay, I made that one up) and suchlike. And you should SEE him, he looks absolutely gorgeous, I mean, he looked gorgeous anyway, but he looks extra-gorgeous now.

Marian and Oscar As for myself, I am the size of a house and I really am. I used to say I was the size of a house and at the time I thought I was, but in retrospect I wasn’t really but now I actually, truly am. But it can’t be helped, it’s the anti-mad tablets I’m on, also the fact that I am over-exposed to cake, also the fact that I used to exercise a fair bit and most days, it’s a genuine struggle to get as far as the shower. It makes me sad to be a fatso because I feel I can’t wear nice clothes because everything looks so horrific on me, but on good days I have hope that it won’t be like this forever and I just have to be patient and wait it out. And although I don’t think I’ll ever be taking out a subscription for Hard Running for Girls, I still manage to do my hillwalking with Himself and our friends Kate, Malcolm, Hilly and Mark.
Walking with the Praguers Mind you, there’s less of the hills these days, and a fair bit more of the flat, but Himself continues to find these gems of walks for us. Who knew there were so many great walks half an hour from Dublin? There’s one with all these strange wooden sculptures hidden in the forest and another with quotes from Seamus Heaney dotted here and there. Magical.

Now, let’s finish on a happy note. I’m going to list things that cheer me up and that might work to cheer you up too.

Tom Dunne (on Newstalk.) Yes, my love for him continues unabated, he always, always puts a smile on my face. Himself loves him too. In fact, everyone I’ve ever met loves him. I live quite near to him, and one Wednesday he said, “Bin night tonight” and it was OUR bin night that night too, because obviously we have the same bin collectors!

Grazia. Oh, how I look forward to Wednesday (we don’t get it until Wednesday in Ireland) and I find it almost spooky the way my opinions and those of Grazia coincide. For example, I was RAVING about the beauty of the lampshades in Borgen and next thing you know, Grazia is praising not only Borgen, but the lampshades.

Katy Perry’s blue hair. How does she do it? Is it a wig? Would I be able to get it done? I would LOVE blue hair.

Got To Dance. Esp Davina. I LOVE Davina, I have always loved Davina, I will always love Davina. Also Ashley Banjo. Did you see the bit where he pretended he was just down the disco with one of the non-hopers, a woman in her 40s who was a good dancer but not good enough and he just started dancing with her – oh my GOOD CHRIST!!! The sexiest thing I’ve seen in a long long long long time.

Clinique’s Chubby Sticks. Like a balm, a gloss and a lipstick all in one, only better. I need MORE COLOURS!!! Invent more colours please, I NEED them.

Dermalogicas Ultracalming Serum Concentrate. It has some mysterious illuminating effect on my face because whenever I wear it people say, “Oh I’m so happy to see you looking so well, it’s so obvious that you’re getting relief from your darkness.” And I could be feeling as wretched as usual, but people INSIST that I’m not, that I’m evidently on the road to recovery, that they only have to look at me!

And on that cheerful note, I’ll be off. I hope all is well with you, that you haven’t been suffering too badly from January-itis, it is a nasty, nasty condition. Saved By Cake will be out around the middle of February and I’ll have a couple of videos up on various sites, I’ll keep you informed. At http://www.facebook.com/TheBookBoutique there are some behind-scenes-snapshots from the shoot for the bookjacket and my not-exactly-conventional footware...

And here's a video of the family helping tidy up after making the videos.

Thank you for all your unceasing good wishes and good will, I am truly grateful

With lots of love

Marian xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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so glad you are feeling better ,have been thinking about you,wonderful to hear about the books!

Posted by gingergirl60 on 08/02/2012

made my day reading this....

Posted by judescott1 on 08/02/2012

So happy to see email in my inbox. Reall looking forward to new book

Posted by kylie2sugars on 08/02/2012

So tickled to see you back writing. You have been missed. And to top it off youve wrote a walsh sister novel about my fav of the sibs. Brilliant!!! Been hoping for ages that Helen would get her own book. She's a brat but a spunky one. Maggie xoxo

Posted by maggiepriceless on 08/02/2012

Dear Marian and Himself, I was so happy to see a long awaited email from you. What great news that you're feeling able to write and let us know of all the goings on. Well done on your sobriety, what a great achievement that is. Good luck with the books, I can see a few winners on the horizon! Give Himself a pat on the back for all his physical endeavours. Lots of love, Jan

Posted by Jan Lurati on 08/02/2012

Marian, I cannot tell you how truly delighted I am to read this post, not only because it means the darkness has thus far been abated, but also because you cheer me up no end! I have read and re-read every single one of your books. Whenever I feel like I need a dose of happiness and sparkles, they never fail me. You inspire me to look on the bright side and be gentle with myself and other people. Thank you for being so spectacular.

Phoebe xx

Posted by pnc26 on 08/02/2012

Fantastic to hear your back in action. Soooo good to hear about the new book. Helen Walsh's career as a private detective has been inspiration to me over the years. I've said for the last few years I'm givin up the day job to sit in bushes with a long lense camera. I lost my job a year ago and had a rotten year but I know someday I'll be a private detective lol. As a mother and now grandmother I have had plenty practice. At least this year I have somthing to look forward to. Your new book yee ha oh joy!!

Posted by Cat lady on 07/02/2012

Oh my goodness Marian, so many wonderful comments from your fans! I too have been watching and waiting for your return and when I saw the add on the telly about you being in the Daily Mail, well I jumped and screamed dancing around the kitchen! I am so delighted for you that things are looking up -at last. I think its just fantastic that you speak so openly about your depression and you give a voice to a topic that in Ireland has been voiceless and silent for so long. You are so brave and just amazing. Every best wishes and God bless you always.
Katie. x

Posted by KatieGalwayGirl on 07/02/2012

AAAHHHHH!!!!!! your back, your back, your back, your back!!!!!! im soooo happy for you and l love you to bits cant wait til l read your new stuff!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Mitrevski on 07/02/2012

OMG Marian l cant believe it!!!! YOUR BACK!!!! l have been waiting for sooo long to hear that you're better x Good onya xxx Cant wait to read your new stuff xxx love and kisses!!!

Posted by Mitrevski on 07/02/2012

Dear Marian,

So happy to see your January letter-just logging in on the off chance and what a truly wonderful surprise. Look forward to your new books-reading and eating cake! Like to say thanks 4 all the laughter, cheer & "you are not alone" comfort that you've brought me through your books. I wish you a speedy and continued recovery.All the best to you and your family.

Posted by Marikey Fan on 07/02/2012

Dear Marian,I am so happy to see your latest newsletter and to hear about your new books-I look forward to reading them & baking! You have brought me so much laughter & happiness from your books and I'd like to say thank you. I wish for you the same and hope that your recovery continues.

Posted by Marikey Fan on 06/02/2012

Marian, I am BEYOND overjoyed that you'll have not one, but two new books this year! You are my absolute fave and I'm constantly checking to see when you'll have anything new. I've reread all of your books numerous times, and I've yet to find another author who can make me laugh out loud one minute and have me crying the next. A gift like yours is a rare onw, and I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better. Best wishes! xoxo

Posted by mizzdavis on 06/02/2012

I enjoy your books, running, baking and one other thing that I shall not mention. Happy 18th anniversary. You are a strong woman! Can't wait to get my hands on your recipe book and welcome you to my kitchen where you will find much dancing and groovy music.
xxx

Patience
Harare
Zimbabwe

Posted by Brownie on 06/02/2012

Never have I been so giddy to see someone I dont really know, as I was to see you when my mum came down to my house waving an article about your baking that was in the paper.
I love love love 'The Killing' and 'Wallander' and I'm the only person I know who watches it, all my family and friends think I am mad when I rave on about it. (I liked Ab Fab when Edina said she was watching 'The killing' boxset and she could now speak Danish. That really made me laugh as you think you can by the end of the series, even though you cant).
Anyway good to see you, you've been missed very much. Can't wait to check out your baking book. I love baking. (How gushy am I in this message!! I told you I was giddy) xxx

Posted by Jennie on 06/02/2012

Dear Marian, We (my daughter and I) are so happy to hear that you are feeling better and that the darkness has lifted. We love your books - full set on the shelf - and when we met you here in Johannesburg a few years ago, on a book tour, we loved you too. We have missed you, selfishly, and look forward to the new book. Much love, Diana & Emma Morris, South Africa

Posted by Diana Morris on 06/02/2012

Marian,

How wonderful, beautiful, marvellous and heart warming to hear from you again.

I'm so sorry for all your struggles, and sorry about your Dad.

You never cease to inspire so many. Can't wait to read the next novel, I love Helen.

Lots of love.
xxxxx

Posted by EveLouise on 06/02/2012

One last thing : where did you get those fantastic shoes ????

Posted by ptitekatia on 05/02/2012

Hi Marian,
It was such a nice surprise to receive your newsletter. I had my up and downs too during the past two years and often wondered how you were doing ! Thank you for everything you bring us with each newsletter ! xxx

Posted by ptitekatia on 05/02/2012

Hi Marian.Sorry to hear about your unpleasant mental state. Let my try to cheer you up by sending you a free copy of my Irish romcom Dysfunctional Romance! The characters in the book are truly 'mixed up'! I promise, it will bring a big juicy smile to your face. Just give me an address to send it to and you'll have your happy tonic asap! Cheers, Marian. Derick Hudson: derickhudson.blogspot.com
The Plot:Barry Shaw's whirlwind journey through life was shaped by the growing demands of a mulitiude of disorders, which meant he tended to clean things repeatedly and aggressively, before they had the chance to murder him! Barry thrived on routine. If it hadn’t happened before, it was unlikely to happen ever…until he collided into her that is. On that fateful day, as he walked to work, stepping from the centre of one pavement stone to the next, he crashed into Sandra Wiggins, who had also been discreetly avoiding the dreaded cracks. It was lust at first sight. Love would have to wait. Apart they were just weird, but together, they were pure mental! This is the story of two human lovebirds, destined to spend their calamitous lives together…until something extraordinary occurs that threatens to decimate what remains of their limited sanity. Welcome to the New World Order, created when Barry met his Miss. Match!

Derickhudson.blogspot.com

Posted by Mr Chick Lit! on 05/02/2012

Lots of love to you Marian xxxx

Posted by Thetummygirl on 05/02/2012

Hi Marian,

I am so glad that you are back! I missed reading your blogs.

I just have gotten your newest book The Brightest star in the sky and will read it soon.

I hope that this is the beginning of your blog entries. I hope that you will overcome your "depression".
I am sad too right now. I am hurting.
But i know that i will laugh about it someday.

Take care Marian and keep blogging. Your blogs make a lot of people in the universe happy.

Nanette T.
Philippines

Posted by nanetdlsu on 05/02/2012

Can't wait for the Helen book!

Posted by gourdgeous on 05/02/2012

I am so glad youre back! Was pulling for you the last while! Your books kept me going when I was living in Ireland and I keep telling everyone here at home stateside about you... so again I am glad you ae back. Do look back keep plugging forward you are doing so great!

Posted by blahblah on 04/02/2012

Inspiring! Just came off awful week with my Beloved Teenage Delinquent's OCD, but you reminded me to laugh. (When did I lose my sense of humor in all this?) Hope the anti-mad pills keep working their magic.

Posted by Barbara Claypole White on 04/02/2012

Marian,

it's just SOOO GOOD to see you back! You're doing great, looking gorgeous and I'm truly happy you have found a way to fight back. Great news about those two books (more Walshes!!). Keep baking, keep writing, keep enjoying your family (I absolutely LOVE the little red-haired Dyscar, have a thing for red-haireds!). We'll be waiting for you.
Love from across the ocean, in Brazil.

Posted by Tonia on 04/02/2012

Hi Marian!!! I'm so delighted to hear your feeling better! We missed you!!!! Cant wait to get baking Marian-style :) you look absolutely fabulous in the video! no more talk of being the size of a house do ya hear me? :)
lots of love
Emily
xxx
ps cant wait for the new books!
pps blue hair is epic!! i've tried it but its fierce high maintanence but looks fabulous when paired with a sparkly disco ball dress (you know the ones - silver sequins that cut the bingo wings off you when your dancing)

Posted by emily24 on 04/02/2012

Thank you so much Marian,I cried when i read your entry ,your very brave xxxxx

Posted by I sixty on 04/02/2012

Hi Marian, so happy to read your newsletter. We have missed you.Cant wait for the new book about Helen. My daughter, sister and I love all your books especially the Walsh Family. Hope things continue to get better for you and your family. Stay strong. Love from your Aussie fans.

Posted by oldbears on 04/02/2012

Hi I am so glad you are feeling better and I cannot tell you how excited I am about your new book about Helen. She is my fav of the Walsh sisters and you have obviously saved the best til last......I have all my friends on your books and now my daughters too. I love the laugh out loud factor of your books sitting on the train and laughing is the best, people look at you like your mad and obviously I am. I too have found comfort and passion with baking cupcakes and I am in trouble with my family for trying to make them all fat. Hope we can get that book in Oz. I love your work please dont ever ever stop doing what you do.
Best wishes and much luv Deb

Posted by robzgirl on 04/02/2012

Dear, dear Marion it's so good to hear from you again! Please know how many of us care for you and support you.

Posted by patholm on 04/02/2012

Hi Miss Marian,
Thank you. Your newsletter gave me a peek into your life that inspired me to acknowledge my depression and meds to others. In turn, they have opened up about seeking help for themselves. Your January newsletter created a positive groundswell reaction in the world. I just wanted to let you know.
Elizabeth B. Word (in Northern California)

Posted by elizabethword on 03/02/2012

Marian, you are truly fantastic and your newsletter certainly brightened up a very dark January day for me! I can't wait for your new books x

Posted by Angela C on 03/02/2012

It's fantastic to read that you're feeling better, Marian. Best wishes to you, I hope you go from strength to strength. Looking forward to the new books. X

Posted by Karmit on 03/02/2012

Am so pleased to hear that you are feeling better. As a dane (yes, yes Borgen and the killing and all that) I haven't had easy access to information on you and have feared that you were in a very bad place. I truly hope you will feel loads better soon, and I look forward to your next book (mostly the one about Helen because a book about cake is just to dangerous, since I am not a hard running girl either).

Posted by sofiepolit on 03/02/2012

Welcome back! I'm delighted you're feeling better, and are acknowledging the restorative power of cake. Best wishes to all your family.x

Posted by Mhaw on 03/02/2012

Hi Marian

I'm glad you're feeling better and am looking forward to your new book. I too have struggles and understand how difficult things can be. Your cake book sounds like a great idea and will be looking out for it. I hope 2012 is a better year for you xx

Posted by elh on 03/02/2012

Hi Marian! I am so happy to see your January 2012 blog!! Welcome back. I am from the Philippines. I have your latest book the Brightest Star in the Sky. Will read it. I hope to hear from you again.. Keep on posting.

Posted by nanetdlsu on 03/02/2012

Hi Marian! It is so great to hear from you!! Don't worry, we haven't gone anywhere. We love you very much, and knew that you would be back. All the best with the new book! Looking forward to reading a new Walsh novel! XXX Lots of hugs!

Posted by ANickless on 03/02/2012

Missing you a lot here in Spain. Have you really been around the place? I´d have loved to finally meet you. Your books, aaaall of them are simply GREAT. Welcome back, you look gorgeous and you seem to be a strong person, keep going, we, I really need you!! (Now who is the selfish one...?? ;-))

Posted by IriaIago on 03/02/2012

Hi Marian,
Am so glad you are writing again :) missed reading the monthly newsletters. My friend and i have been waiting for Helen's books since forever :) and finally it's here!!!!!!
PS you look lovely in the book boutique photos and nothing like a house :D

Posted by Steph_r on 03/02/2012

WELCOME BACK!!!!!
I am reading your latest news letter and i am over the moon that you are writing again. Cant wait for your new novel and will certainly order the cake book today.
Greeting from South Africa xxxxx

Posted by wenkde on 03/02/2012

Congrats you're feeling a little better!
If you love Mandy Pantinkin you must see (if you haven't already) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Princess_Bride_(film), great film and interesting story behind the book :)

Posted by bergibear on 03/02/2012

Hi Marian, Great to hear from you. Totally agree about both The Killing and Borgen. I am developing a "thing" for Scandinavian films/T.V. I thought the Stieg Larsson films (subtitled) were brilliant too. Must keep a look out for the new series you mentioned. Looking forward to the new book. Be well. XXX

Posted by Dobermom on 03/02/2012

Marian-
The law is that in order to Shine so brightly- we have to know our shadow- seems that you have been in that space for a while. Delighted to see you are bouncing out of it and working some magic creating some opportunities to serve (with book) and share the joy of your creativity with your new book. I was at your book reading in Adelaide some years ago now- and was brought to tears by the number of people- including myself- who had clung to your books, as a way to get through our own dark times. A thousand thank you for picking yourself up and getting back into a book!
We all love you sooooo much Marion!
Shine On delightful one & enjoy the cakes xxx

Posted by SharonMelbourne on 02/02/2012

God we've missed you!!! I'm so glad your back and well and you look beautiful! I'm looking forward to your books it will be very interesting to see your style of writing in a cook book plus, of course, the much awaited Helen Walsh book. I hope you are well and continue that way lots of love xxxxxxx

Posted by IreneSpain740 on 02/02/2012

Glad to hear you are doing well! Margaret Thatcher has one redeeming quality, she was part of a team that invented soft serve ice cream. Can't wait to see your cake book and new novel, take care.
April
Canada

Posted by apebro on 02/02/2012

Ah Marian! As if we could forget you, Good girl yourself. And looking fab. xxxxxxxxxx

Posted by Deborah1 on 02/02/2012

So glad you are back and feeling better - having watched the video I am slightly miffed that you only as large as a Wendy House, but perhaps that is the hill walking paying off. On a more serious note I am having a hard time at present training as a psychotherapist and it is encouraging to be reminded that there is a reason for this training. And finally, will rush out at the weekend to investigate Clinique Chubbies. A nice make-up fix always comes in handy this time of year xx

Posted by vloconnor@tesco.net on 02/02/2012

Hi Marian
delighted you are back and am awestruck by your bravery. Did you know that my version of 'himself' has banned me from reading your books in bed because I laugh so much I make the bed shake? Can't wait for publication date. Thank you so much for all your work.

Posted by brownies99 on 02/02/2012

Arghhhh I almost missed this update as i went and got myself a husband while you've been away and I've changed my name and email address!!

So glad you are back. Get on the Percy Pigs, they sort out all manner of madness.

I too am the size of a house as I am knocked up so I'm feeling your pain. Percy Pigs ease the pain though.

Much Love Flangie xxx

Posted by Flange on 02/02/2012

You are just beautiful & don't you forget it!! Love your newsletters (& books of course). Also love the way your little nephew says mum exactly as my little Australian boy does! It is like a secret tune that all little boys know? ;) Wish you the best, xo

Posted by Tatum on 02/02/2012

Lovely to have you back! best wishes from Australia xo

Posted by Mizzy on 02/02/2012

Ms. Keyes

It was so nice to read your newsletter and how honest you are with the world.

I love reading your books because it really feels like you are sitting right next to me telling a story.

When I finished reading Brightest Star, I sighed. It was such a fulfilling story for me.

I love the Walsh sisters and can't wait to read about Helen. I think I'll start reading Watermelon again and work my way through the books until the Fall release.

Thank you

Posted by cupidsvictim24 on 02/02/2012

Dear Marian,

Last week I read the news that you were publishing two new books during 2012. Reading that you have managed to stay this functional is admirable, knowing what depression does to someone. So congratulations on these big accomplishments. I have already pre-ordered the baking book, and look forward to getting both of them. :)

I just read this interesting news from the USA's National Public Radio website that I wanted to share. I thought you might like being aware of this (see links below). I really really hope it helps not only you but thousands of other people who suffer, suffer, suffer.

All the best,
Ana

http://www.npr.org/blogs/health/2012/01/30/145992588/could-a-club-drug-offer-almost-immediate-relief-from-depression?sc=fb&cc=fp

http://www.npr.org/blogs/health/2012/01/31/146096540/i-wanted-to-live-new-depression-drugs-offer-hope-for-toughest-cases?sc=fb&cc=fp

Posted by nukinu on 02/02/2012

Marian, so glad that you're back & doing OK, have missed you & can't wait for the new book on Helen - have waited a long time for a book on her. Take care xxxx

Posted by thehursts on 01/02/2012

Love ya. You are beautiful and i am really thrilled about the 2 new books coming out!! keep the faith beautiful person.

Posted by pschneider98 on 01/02/2012

Marian- you are beautiful and no amount of poundage can hide that!!!! i sympathise with the feelings you are going through and am really thrilled about the new book and about the cookbook too. just remember- you are the best and we love you!!!!!

Posted by pschneider98 on 01/02/2012

So pleased to read an update on how you've been getting on- thank you!I too loved The Killing and have been hankering after a Sarah Lund jumper ever since! I also loved Homeland, Claire Danes was amazing. It's really good to know I'm not the only one watching a fair old amount of TV at the moment! Can't wait to get Saved by Cake and read your new book. Fantastic to have you back and I hope that bit by bit you continue to feel better xxx

Posted by alfieandtilly on 01/02/2012

It's so good to have you back, Marian, I nearly expired with excitement when the newsletter landed in my inbox! Made my Monday. Can't wait for the new books; Helen, Wayne & cake sound like a cracking combo to me. xxx

Posted by acappella10 on 01/02/2012

I literally jumped up and shouted "YES! GET IN!" at the news of a book about Helen.
So glad you are better, was thinking about you the other day as I am currently re-reading Sushi For Beginners. :-)

Posted by lolipop17 on 01/02/2012

Oh yay! So good to see you back, you look great! xx

Posted by louoflynn on 01/02/2012

Hi Marian,You have maade my day!I have been thinking of you and missed you so much.I stared at the shelf in my local library last week willing your latest novel to be there.But its great that I have one to look forward to,not to mention the yummy cake book.Take care and a belated Happy New Year.Snowdrop

Posted by snowdrop on 01/02/2012

OMG!
ive nearly fainted when i saw your blog updated!
i knew about Saved By The Cake and kept checking for updates here everyday! and i am sooo happy to have news from you!
but most importantly i am, we all are soo happy that you are feeling better.
lots of love.

Posted by shakeable on 01/02/2012

So good to have you back! Couldn't believe it when I found the newsletter in my mailbox. So glad you are getting better, proud of you, and can't wait for the new books. Big hug, a Dutch die hard fan :-)

Posted by Linnieh on 01/02/2012

So pleased you are feeling better, Marian. I know how hard it is as I suffer with depression myself. But you look great, so don't worry about the weight gain. I'm on anti-depressants too and yes, I've gained weight from them as well. Or maybe it's all the chocolate I eat! Being depressed just makes me crave it more.

Wishing you all the best,
Marie xx

Posted by Marie on 01/02/2012

Phewf!!! We knew if we stood by, that you'd be back. :-) So fun to see your newsletter again. Congrats on all of the 'wonderful' that is happening in your life right now. You deserve it. How about a title contest for your latest novel? I think both Helen and Wayne would approve.;-) Sending a big virtual hug! Welcome home...

Posted by Safooz on 01/02/2012

Hello Marian. I am sure you have already tried this (given your extensive list of treatments) but have you explored the possibility of being Bipolar? The agitation and anxiety are definitely part of the picture and anti-depressants and anti-psychotic medication can often make the problem worse. If you have explored this, then great, but I know a lot of people who have been misdiagnosed with depression and it turns out they are bipolar. This website is brilliant so I hope you can check it out: http://www.psycheducation.org/index.html. Quote from the wonderful psychiatrist who has created the site: "If you have depression or anxiety that has not gone away with antidepressants or psychotherapy, or if you haven’t had those treatments but already recognize a cyclic energy part of your depression, you definitely need to learn about Bipolar II" I wish you health and happiness.

Posted by BeckyC on 01/02/2012

Dearest Marian,

What an awesome surprise to wake up to this morning! I am tickled pink to read words written by the great Marian. We have missed you Bella <3
I wrote to you once, telling you about my mother who suffers from depression, it pains me to read the hardships you have faced, as I know them all to well :( BUT the greatest part, you and my mother are feeling better! I think I will have a smile on my face ALL FRICKIN' DAY!!!
You have the warmest place in my heart, I know you realize how much we all love you xo

Posted by LesleyD on 01/02/2012

What a great surprise to find a new blog post. The way you have dealt with depression has been inspiring and I can't wait to see the cake book. 18 years of sobriety is also amazing. However - do you really go hill walking with someone called Hilly? That might have made my day

Posted by Gingerteadrinker on 01/02/2012

It s soooo nice to hear from you! when I saw the newsletter in my inbox I felt relieved, happy, confused and a bit scared - all at the same time. Is it really her? Is she better? Or is it her team, and she is not better?? After waiting one day before opening the mail I finally found out that it was really you. Thank God! I have thought about you several times within the time you were not writing newsletters. And didn't know what to write. And feeling bad for not being able to write anything helpful, cheering, supportive... Now you are better and that is so great I finally found some words to let you know. I guess no one forgot about you and we are all so much looking forward to even reading a new novel! WOW!
I hope you feel better and better every day from now on. All the best to you! Thank you for being back - and letting us know!

Posted by NoraSchum on 01/02/2012

OMG I get depressed and love baking and have been a bit obsessed with borgen, the killing, and couldn't settle without watching the whole of homeland too. Is it a whole package do you think? "sorry, you get to get depresseð but the pay-off is exquisite taste in telly & cake & have lots of both". Kid's books do it for me too & I've some Wallander and Parks & Recreation to catch up on.

Can't wait for the baking book & great to hear from you here.

The important question is though, what to watch now after Homeland?

Posted by DeeB on 01/02/2012

Dear Marian,such a relief to have you back. Do you know how much you are loved and how much pleasure your writing brings to us all? You make me laugh out loud (not an easy thing to do) and the next moment you make me cry. Please take care of yourself. Sympathise with the cake dilemma. New M @ S here in Pembrokeshire. Bakery too tempting for words. Am expanding by the day! xxx

Posted by susiedj on 01/02/2012

Oh Marian,I`m so excited about the new book,I`ve been waiting for one about Helen for years!!I have suffered from postnatal depression twice now,I`ve felt exactly like you did and I was on the happy pills too,which also made me put on weight but I came out the other side and I`m glad you have too.All these things are sent to us for a reason.You should know that you inspire me A LOT. I started writing articles when I had my PND, and even had one published in a local magazine,I was Trés proud of myself. Everyone thought it was really funny, and I got a lot of inspiration from the books about the Walsh family!!I`m glad you`re feeling better and can`t wait for the new books.Lots of Love and Happy Thoughts!!!xxxxxxx

Posted by Mairéad on 01/02/2012

Yay! Welcome back from NZ Marian! And congratulations on 18 years sobriety. Hope you are feeling better, getting well, and taking the time you need to get well and get back on track. Your fans will wait. While you've been away, my daughter (21) has been reading your books...at an alarming rate....and addicted! She'll be as thrilled as I am to hear you are on the mend and a new book pending. Your books are hilariously funny and so close to the truth. (I'm from Glasgow originally). Thank-you for the being the author who got me reading books.....and my daughter lol!
Might I just add....you are looking fantastic. All the very best :-) Lindsay

Posted by Linzi2 on 01/02/2012

Hi Marian, it is sooooo good to see you are back. The other day I decided to read 'Anybody Out There' once again and your lovely news arrived, the long awaited story about Helen. Looking forward to reading it soon. Please take care of yourself. xxx

Posted by Quarkgirl on 01/02/2012

Oh Marian,
all I can say is thanks for coming back, my (our) love for you will always be here.
I can't wait to see the new books! Love u
xxxxx

Posted by fabianapoletto on 01/02/2012

Thankyou Marian, for being so brave to share this. Too many of us know only too well what you're talking about (I wrote about it too, in my blog, if you wanted to see: http://veebeejay.blogspot.com.au/2009/07/tears-of-clown.html). Sending you cyber strength to keep on keeping on! Hugs from a fan, a wannabe-writer, and a fellow depression sufferer, Jo

Posted by JoT on 01/02/2012

Hi Marian! I'm so glad to hear you're feeling much better these days!! And how exciting that Helen's book is in the editing stages. I remember you talking about the plot you had in mind all those years ago when you were so kind to do those interviews with us at Romantic Times. Anyway, thrilled to hear you're feeling better and kudos to Himself on his good health as well! ;) Best! Tara

Posted by TaraGelsomino on 01/02/2012

Oh thank the Lord our savior Marion is well...and BACK!!!!
Welcome back Lovely Lady, and thank you for making my day with your returning newsletter. It is great to hear you are writing, I simply cannot WAIT for you to title your new novel and publish it! Ive been googling possible new releases for ages! Can u send me one in Australia before anyone else reads it and ruins it for me by telling me every intricate detail before I get my hands and eyes on it.
Anyhoo, glad the ánti-mad'tablets are helping, you are adored by so many people ya legend ya and we will always be your fan. You must be so proud of your incredible strenght to do what you do and 18 yrs sober...big congrats!
Look forward to the cake book :) xx

Posted by TVCarolan on 01/02/2012

My daughter and I have read all of your novels and enjoyed them so much. We are very happy to hear how productive you have been even during such hard times. As someone going through a similar hiatus, I can only admire the fact that you seem to be doing so well.
Mary O, co-author of the Perri O'Shaughnessy novels, USA.

Posted by MK on 01/02/2012

Greetings from Sydney Australia! I hope you are feeling better with every day Marian. I just love the Walsh family, I think Mammy Walsh is my favourite, and have also been waiting patiently for Helen's story. Your books always keep me smiling and occassionally I randomly remember something from one of them, for example the cross-dressers in This Charming Man, and I have a little giggle to myself. Thank you :)

Posted by lettylucy on 01/02/2012

Marian, I know you don't know me from a bar of soap but I was moved by the honesty of your Newsletter. You poor sausage. It certainly sounds like you have had such a rough time and I really hope things are feeling brighter for you now. Take Care of yourself and be gentle on yourself too. Ps. You look gorgeous, don't worry. Ps2. I sort of relate to the running up mountains, my husband is a Dubliner and bikes up mountains. And discusses lycra and clip-on's with complete strangers.

Posted by Nicki on 01/02/2012

Welcome Back Marian!! It is so great to see you!! We all have missed you lots and I can't wait to read your new book :-) Keep well and take it steady xxx

Posted by Lexie on 01/02/2012

Woohoo! You have been missed! Congrats on 18 years. I am so excited for you new books, thank you for the updates!

Posted by eileenlonergan on 01/02/2012

Absolutely THRILLED to hear from you again. SO glad that the sun is breaking through.Looking forward to getting some cake advice and the new book in the Autumn. All the very very best

Posted by cecilia.digenis on 01/02/2012

Wonderful to hear from you! Will have a look out for your cake book here in Australia... or just google it and see what comes up.

Posted by rachaelfrazer on 31/01/2012

Welcome back! You have been missed...

Posted by indigodan on 31/01/2012

I can't express how chuffed I am that you are back in touch. Will keep praying for your full recovery. Thank you and a huge well done for the baking book - want it! And the Helen book, a bit longer to wait. Feeling quite emotional!

Posted by HotwaterUK on 31/01/2012

Hi Marian I got so excited when I saw your newsletter!!! I think you're simply wonderful. I didn't even get to the end of the newsletter but read your news about your new book, featuring Helen Walsh. Am so excited!!!!! Thank you!!! Keep well were all supporting you. Lots of love, sinead from cardiff

Posted by slynch on 31/01/2012

It's great to have you back. Can't wait for the new books! X

Posted by Miacat on 31/01/2012

Welcome back Marian, we missed you!!! Glad you are feeling better, onwards and upwards from here....Looking forward to the baking book. Sending you hugs xxx

Posted by ShellT on 31/01/2012

Tried to leave a comment saying i was hoping you were still fighting and starting to come out the otherside on 04/01 before flying away for a holiday only ended up forgetting my login, getting in a fubuzzle and giving up.

So when coming back of holiday I was delighted to see you had posted!!

Welcome back, I screamed outloud with delight re book.....been waiting for Helen since day 1 :)

X

Posted by Wd2299 on 31/01/2012

Marian! Estou muito feliz com sua volta! aqui no Brasil os livros demoram a chegar, mas li todos os seus já! aprendi a amar a Irlanda por sua causa! Muito sucesso! beijos Simone

Posted by Mony on 31/01/2012

SO glad you're on the mend! The only one of yours I have left to read is Lucy Sullivan is getting married so I am relieved there's a new one coming soon! I shall spread the word to my fellow fans (most of my female friends to be honest)! xxxx

Posted by JoJoParis on 31/01/2012

Hi Marian, glad to hear you're on the road to recovery - long may it continue. I adore your novels,a holiday aint a holiday without suncream and a Marian Keyes.....and soooooo looking forward to a book about one of my favourite things:cake! and the new novel. Take care, sending lots of love and hugs xxx

Posted by Clairie69 on 31/01/2012

I am so glad that you are back and on the mend. I often thought about you and I was overjoyed then I got the actual Newsletter. Your new book about baking is also promoted in Germany and I ordered one myself. Don't bother yourself about your weight. There will be other times again!
Special thanks to himself because he was there for you and looking after you so well.

Posted by Monika from Germany on 31/01/2012

I started reading this, then had to stop to say how utterly excited I am about your new book. I love love LOVE the Walsh's and wondered if you would ever write about Helen and now you have I couldn't be happier!!! I'll go back and finish reading now......... P.S I feel for you having suffered with the big "D" for a long time, it's a hard road, but you'll get there, lots of love x

Posted by charns on 31/01/2012

It is so great to hear from you! You are so brave and honest about all that you go through and it makes me love you all the more! xxx

Posted by Chantelle on 31/01/2012

Delighted you are back with us, funny last week myself and my mam were only wondering how you were. Looking for ward to the new book. Having depression is an awful disease and the sad part is no one can see you have it and therefore dont understand. Please look after yourself.

Posted by ylj2003 on 31/01/2012

Hi Marian, It's fantastic to hear from you again. I was writing this morning and got a bit stuck and as you are my favorite author, I thought, I wonder if there is any word on Marian yet. And lo and behold, you've written a great newsletter. It is so lovely to have you back with us. I had already heard about your cake book, and it is such a lovely surprise to hear about the novel too. Aren't Dyscar funny in the video with eating the icing - my son never touches the cupcake - just the icing too. As for the anti-mad pills - yes they're a nightmare for putting on the weight, and combined with wanting to try out all the cakes in your book, I guess I shouldn't start the next diet til March!
I'm delighted to hear that, even if you aren't completely on the mend, you're getting used to the new 'normal'. Keep creating all those beautiful things - try jewellery next - especially silver clay - you'll love making pendants especially ones with your family's fingerprints. It's good fun, pretty and precious.
Again, I'm delighted to hear good news from you. Onwards and upwards, Imelda x

Posted by ilawson on 31/01/2012

I'm so delighted you're feeling brighter Marian, and that you've written the Helen book! I've been waiting for it for years, and have been re-reading all the other Walsh books during the past few months. I'm a writer, and you continue to inspire me with your work. Please get on Twitter! Vicki xxx

Posted by Vicki_notaro on 31/01/2012

HI Marian

Keep well. Mind yourself. Don't overdo it and you look great in the video. XXX

Posted by katie H on 31/01/2012

Good to have you back.

x

Posted by icecold555 on 31/01/2012

What a wonderful surprise to get a newsletter from you in my inbox today. I'm so excited that you are finishing a new book AND that it's coming out this year AND that it's about Helen Walsh. Thank you thank you thank you!!

Posted by aimee12 on 31/01/2012

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy your back and on the way to recovery !! I cannot wait to read about Helen Walsh what a hoot its going to be !! welcome back !!x

Posted by thumbelinat12 on 31/01/2012

I wrote my last comment before reading your entry my two favourite things at the moment are The Killing and Borgen.

Posted by nakimbugwe on 31/01/2012

Its so lovely to hear from you! I love your books and your personality.

Posted by nakimbugwe on 31/01/2012

I am so happy you are feeling a bit better. can note wait for the new novel! I have been dying to hear from helen walsh for years, i think it'll be so funny to hear things from her point of view xxxx

Posted by emma1980 on 31/01/2012

Yaaaay!!! So pleased to hear you are feeling somewhat better. I can now read my copy of The Brightest Star in the Sky, which has been gathering dust on my bedside table. For some reason, I didn't want to read it in case it was the last book you wrote, so I decided I wouldn't look at it until you were back 'online'! Hope 2012 will bring all good things for you :-)

Posted by KylieE on 31/01/2012

Marian - It's so wonderful to see you back. Am I the first one to comment on your new newsletter? Cool! I was doing a bit of writing myself, and got stuck, and as you are my favorite author, I thought, I'll just see if there's any more word on Marian - and there it was. I'm so delighted you have written another novel and book. Anti-mad pills put loadsa weight on me too - they're a b******s for that, and as cakes are now my 2nd favorite food next to chocolate, I guess, I'll try and start the diet again in March (after trying all the recipes in your book).
I started making silver jewellery to make something creative and beautiful and precious during negative times - have a go - especially with silver clay - Take fingerprints of your nephews and nieces and make them into little pendants for everyone - you'll enjoy it, and they are so beautiful, and you'll have them to keep forever and compare when they've grown up.
Thanks so much for the newsletter.
You're so inspiring, especially having written something funny during the dark times. Good on you! And may there be many more.
Looking forward to reading your new releases, Imelda

Posted by ilawson on 31/01/2012

Reading this has made me so so so very happy! Its wonderful to hear of your 'new normal' self and how exciting about the books! Being as how I'd always fancied myself as a 'Helen Walsh' - I cannot WAIT to read what she gets up to! Sending you all the love in the world Marian - your books have brought me so much joy through the years and got me through some dark times - and I love you for it. xxxx

Posted by MissAbbieN on 31/01/2012

It is so wonderful to have you back. Cant wait for the new book. I always thought Helen would have the best stories. Little madam that she is. All the best.

Posted by amandaahm on 31/01/2012

Lovely Marian, I am so, so pleased to hear that things are going well. I've missed your monthly missives and appearances on It Takes Two. So, so pleased you're on the mend.

Posted by schale72 on 31/01/2012

So glad your back! Iv'e missed your newsletters so much. Glad your feeling alot better. Looking forward to your new book and as Im not a baker, will get that one for my sister. Continued good feelings to you xx

Posted by berniekegs9 on 31/01/2012

Welcome back dear heart,onwards and upwards! Lots of love,
Barbara from Johannesburg

Posted by BarbsP on 31/01/2012

So good to have you back, can't wait for another book starring the Walsh family!
One wee thing though Kurt Wallander is mine. The other actor who plays himm isn't half as nice!

Posted by Jacqui1307 on 31/01/2012

Hi Marian,

Delighted to see that you're feeling a bit better. Can't wait to read about Helen :)

Posted by Mise on 31/01/2012

Hi marian, often wondered how you are. So glad to read your lovely Newsletter and to see how good you are. Cant wait for the new book and the cookery book
keep it up
Best Wishes
Margaret

Posted by margaret c on 31/01/2012

Thrilled you are back & a little better, totally excited about the new Walsh girls book and will man the kindle ready to receive and I can highly recomend blue hair, lots of people love it and will tell you so and lots of people will disapprove which is hilarious and satisfies the old rebel in me. lots of love xxxx

Posted by bird of paradise on 31/01/2012

It is wonderful to have you back! Consider it my birthday present ... You're fantastic and Brazil love you. (sorry if spelling mistakes).

Posted by Islane on 31/01/2012

Welcome "back" was so delighted to see an email in my inbox letting me know a newsletter was waiting for me to read :) looking forward to getting my hands on your new books

Posted by EjK on 31/01/2012

Hooray! I check your website Marian almost every week hoping for an update & then I check my emails and lo and behold, there it is! In the junk of all places, but don't worry I rescued it :)
I'm so pleased to hear you're doing well & I can't wait to read your new books!
I've never baked a day in my life, but I'm thinking Saved By Cake might be a good place to start!

Lots of love,

Claire xx

Posted by Soulsparrow on 31/01/2012

dear marian keyes,
i just registered here to be able to leave a comment for the first time. i cannot tell you how much your books already have helped me by brightening up my days. when i heared of your sickness i felt so sorry. i know what depression is, and thats a terrible thing. i was thinking about you and praying for you a lot. i am so glad that you are back!!!!! best regards, shaunthesheep

Posted by shaunthesheep on 31/01/2012

Nice to have you back. R

Posted by rogerwebb on 31/01/2012

...sorry I forgot to say, if you don't know about it already please check out EFT tapping as it also known. It is a kind of hynosis crossed with accupressure and is really, really effective for so many ails in the mind and body. I was thinking it could be good for you to alleviate some if not all of your depressive symtoms. You do look like a bit of a mentaller tapping away at parts of your body whilst you talk to yourself but IT WORKS!!! And you don't have to do it in public!! Also it looks a bit feathery stroke/lentil casserole but please don't let that put you off!! Brad Yates and Magnus Tapping have fantastic videos but what would be even better would be to find a practicioner who can guide you through it. Sometimes the effects are dramatic and instant and sometimes they just creep up on you over a day or two. Ok, just a thought!xxx

Posted by Spacecat Moonbeam on 31/01/2012

Dear Marian,

A little hello from France, I am SO happy that you're feeling better, I was checking the site only a couple of weeks ago and was worried.
Your books have lifted me up so many times in the dark times of my life. I always need to know I have one more left I haven't read yet just in case. I started with Last Chance Saloon. I still have the Brightest Star in store ;o). What is just magic is that I always seem to read the one that is just perfect for me when I read it. And they have made me understand such important things about my life along the way. I read Anyone Out There in my darkest hour and it helped me go back to the surface. For some reason I only read Rachel's Holiday last summer during a horrible week and it just helped me so much too!!!!!!! And your words, your humour, GOD, I learn so much from your books, I am always underlining stuff (as I am a froggie, you know...;o))
OH, and WAIT! JOE ROTH!!! This man and the mat that he sends her , that was just the best. So until it wasn't possible on my new phone, I had the invite "Joe Roth is coming" for yeeeeeears as I would turn my phone on. I had it exactly for 8 years, Marian, 8!!! And he came! Right after the new phone, actually, two years ago. And one day, because I had told him about this, he set me an appointmment saying "Joe Roth is coming" whereas he was sitting right in front of me in a café. IT guys, you know... ;o) He's just one of the few/ many? HIMSELVES on the planet!
So Maryan, see, you're just magic, and I am sure I am just one in the _zillions_ of people your books and articles have entertained AND helped. And you take the time that you need, we'll be there supporting for you even if it's from a distance. And you know what? I love baking...;o)

Tons of love to you and the people around you xxx

Posted by hellojed on 31/01/2012

Dear Marian,
how wonderful to hear from you! I have been so worried about you and was absolutely chuffed to receive your newsletter! It sounds like you are making your way slowly but surely to the other side of the tunnel - well done!!
And thank you (!!) for writing about Helen, I can't wait to get my hands on that book. Welcome back!! :-)
Lots of love, Line, Denmark
PS. So pleased that you are enjoying Danish tv-series :-)

Posted by puffin on 31/01/2012

Welcome back! I have thought of u often, your story is so familiar to mine except I am a year further on than u. The weight issue is a bugger isn't it! Welcome back Marian from a huge admirer Alison Lake

Posted by alisonlake on 31/01/2012

So glad you are back. In a way, I feel that I know you, so have worried about your sobriety during this time. CONGRATULATIONS on 18 years!

Posted by ferrell02 on 31/01/2012

Marian, never forgotten. Glad you're on the way back up.

Posted by OGreatOne on 31/01/2012

Welcome back Marian!!!! It's so lovely to see you again and I hope you continue to recovery steadily. I am going to check out Chubby Sticks this afternoon and I can't wait to get my hands on the new book! Not the cake one though as I'm trying to go raw...very beneficial to all sorts of ailments including depression by the way!! Anyway...lots of love and it made me very happy to read your newsletter.xxx

Posted by Spacecat Moonbeam on 31/01/2012

Get in line I saw lovely Kurt Wallander first!! There is another actor who plays him but not nearly as lovely.

Posted by honeygirl on 31/01/2012

Was wondering where you got to Marian. Lovely to hear from you again. You are not the size of a house. You are not even the size of a small car or a biggest loser! Take care of your lovely self. Kim

Posted by kimcee on 31/01/2012

Hello there amigo - fantastic to see you back and looking gorgeous!!!Been missing you so January is not so bleak after all. x

Posted by Janette27 on 31/01/2012

yeah!! i nearly fell off my chair when i saw my email. so great to have you back. and two books.. can't wait. welcolme back

Posted by amaire44 on 31/01/2012

Oh my, this really brought a huge smile to my face to have a newsletter again from you!! Which i hope means you are feeling (a little) better?
AND that there is a book on the way!!
AND two books even??!!

I also love the video, and that picture of you and Oscar. And how nice that the Praguers are now so close by. And congrats on the 18 years, that is great.

I am so so happy to be able to read something of you again :-) there is really truly no one like you.
Welcome back!

Posted by Leisha on 31/01/2012

I am so glad you are "back"! Really looking forward to the new books. I feel a weight has lifted too.

Posted by Kerryl21 on 31/01/2012

Great to have you back Marian! I will be purchasing your book on baking, something I have just recently gotten into myself. Have waited for Helen to have her own book! Can't wait to read it! :-)

Posted by lauren_mathew32 on 31/01/2012

So glad to see new update for you! and I really hope you are feeling better! I know kinda know how you must feel. Had suffered with mental problems since 2006 and well haven't really gotten better, sucks getting such problem specially when you are just 16, and your friends don't get how hard it is just getting out of the bed.

Started reading your books a few years ago when I began reading again and they have helped brigthing up me days. So I am looking very much forward to your new book about Helen.

Ohh and I am also Danish;) So I am glad to hear you like our shows! Hope you will like The Bridge too when you get it;)

Really hope you feel better and all the best to you all.

Posted by MissDk on 31/01/2012

Hi Marian

Just wanted to wish you all the best in your battle against depression. Your books have helped me out of my darkest days. You are one of my favourite authors (alongside Patricia Cornwell and Jodi Picoult) and just like an episode of desperate Housewives, I can't wait for the next installment. I am delighted that you are working on a new novel and I love the Walsh family characters. You have made me laugh A LOT over the years and God willing you will laughing a lot very soon. Take care and for the sake of my sanity and millions others KEEP WRITING!!!!
Loven, Gillian

ps will definitely be buying the cook book x

Posted by GillianL on 31/01/2012

Very happy you are on the upward slope - mega excited about the new novel! I can just hear Helen's voice in my ear "and about fecking time too!" (fan from the word go - Penelope)

Posted by PenelopeD on 31/01/2012

OMG my dear dear and most admired author Marian :) i can't tell you how happy I was to see the newsletter email :) first i thought it's gana be a new novel and i was almost getting ready to get dressed and hit the nearest bookstore but still i am very happy and thrilled to see your news :)for the past 2 years i have checked this page many times just in case there was a technical problem with the site and it doesnt send updates! lol
i gotta get your cup cakes book when it comes out :) am sorry am babbling alot but thats because am really thrilled to hear your news,,,,things will be better depression and sadness never last (I of all people know) When your new book comes out please come and do a reading in Dubai or please don't wait till that time please take a holiday to Dubai and do a reading for any of the previous books :) can't say more but am glad you and your lovely family are in good health and i really really liked the pic of Ema and Luka :) always wanted to know how they look like :)very cute Masha'Allah :)
plz dont disappear on us like that again :)
One more request i would like to read any magazine or newspaper columns you have written for the past 2 years,,,just wana read anything for you till the novel comes out :) Loving you,,,,,Hind from Dubai

Posted by HindB on 31/01/2012

Welcome back Marian!! We've missed you. So pleased you're back in touch after difficult times. And with new books on the way too!

Posted by Louise @ The Reading Experiment on 31/01/2012

I am sooooo happy that your darkness has lifted. I've kept checking back and checking back and now you're here. Bless you. A big warm hug and a teary welcome back xxxxxxxxx

Posted by JudithB on 31/01/2012

Marian, seeing this newsletter in my inbox today just made me so happy. I've rung my friend and sister to announce the impending arrival of your new book. We are very excited here in Melbourne!
Also, I am somewhat astonished life has passed you by without coming under Mandy Patinkin's spell, but if that is the case can I suggest that you must must must sit and watch 'The Princess Bride'. It is an '80s flick and Patinkin as Inigo Montoya is just a brilliant character. It's a delightful film! Watch it!
Anyway, thanks for making my day :)

Posted by Quinitch on 31/01/2012

You have no idea how HAPPY I was to see this post!! I've been checking back regularly because you're newsletters have always put a smile on my face. I'm glad you're feeling better and here's hoping you continue to feel that way. All I can say is THANK GOD you've written a new book.. You have no idea the sh*te I've had to read! No other author holds a candle to any of your books.. So much so that I've just re-read all of your books.. I just finished 'Anybody Out There' and I thought to myself..'Helen really needs her own book, her screen play was just amazeballs' and, voila! Now she has one! I will be counting down the days until its released. You really have made my day Marian.. Take care x

Posted by Emmalu on 31/01/2012

Dear Marian welcome back and it's great to see you are on the mend , I'm looking forward to the new Cook Book sounds Yummy.

Take care Hugs from Jacki

Posted by heartbeatoz on 31/01/2012

So wonderful to hear from you. I visited your site a few weeks back as I realized it had been a long time and when there is an author you love as much as you, it feels like losing an old friend. Wishing you all the best for this year!

Posted by teresa.k on 31/01/2012

Oh how i have missed you! So good hearing your voice again.

Posted by xriaan on 31/01/2012

Oi Marian, so good to hear from you. I've been thinking a lot about you in the past 2 years, wondering if the demon got you good this time. Glad to see demon is properly banished and probably sulking in somebody else's head.

All my NZ love to youself and hisself! You two should really come here for a holiday!

Posted by TwinkleNoze on 31/01/2012

Marian, I just jumped up in great applause for you! Soooo good to have you back!!! - Ann

Posted by AnnieBal64 on 31/01/2012

Holy goodness, its so freaking wonderful that you are coming up for air Ms Marion!! I know you are not recovered yet, and I completely understand about never being able to be the 'before', its just the new normal.
I wont go on and on and on, but im so relieved to hear this peep from you and im thrilled to buy both the cookbook and a book about Helen, who i just love! When you have a publishing date for either/both in Australia please let us know, because you probably know how much you and your books are adored in Australia.
Hugs hugs hugs cupcakes mudcakes and bowls of icing to you
xoxoxoxo

Posted by Edlie on 31/01/2012

What a coincidence that your newsletter came today- I just googled you yesterday- was wondering how you were and found you had two books written! So happy you are doing better. Totally understand your comment about "the new normal" and hope you are adjusting to yours. Best wishes to you- you are so talented and I am so excited to read your new work!

Posted by egirl on 31/01/2012

So, so, so happy to hear that you're doing a bit better, Marian! My mother struggles with the same issues, and is dealing with her own slump right now. It's hard to watch, knowing that there isn't much you can do to help, except be there when you're needed. I'm glad that you've been well enough to do some writing, and that there's another Walsh story to look forward to! Best wishes and I hope things keep moving up and up for you!

Posted by Ireland4eva on 31/01/2012

You will love The Bridge ("Bron" in swedish) And your spelling on Krister Henriksson was correct (sorry for mine) I'm just happy to read your letters again!
Love from Stockholm <3

Posted by Sophia on 31/01/2012

I am so glad to hear from you again. Will never lose interest. Can't wait for the cake book. Welcome back Marian!

Posted by Laura L on 31/01/2012

So happy you're back, Marian! You look and sound great - be well and I look forward to the new books! Mim xoxo

Posted by MimiLong on 31/01/2012

I'm glad that you have the same feelings toward Margaret Thatcher as I do - she is horrible.
I could not be more excited that you have written a book about Helen Walsh! I always knew it would happen someday and am already looking forward to reading it. Congratulations for being able to write even after all you've been through...my mum suffered from depression for years when I was growing up and I sympathise. I hope that 2012 is a fantastic year for you and look forward to reading your next update! xxx

Posted by Stevie on 31/01/2012

Glad to see you're back!
xxx

Posted by PinkyPunkstar on 31/01/2012

Marian, it is so wonderful to hear from you. I am glad to hear that you are feeling better, and the news that you've not one but two new books coming out made my day. Hurrah! Was that Tony in the video? He looks like he's ready for an Iron Man. Warmest regards from Canada, Cynthia

Posted by Cynthia on 31/01/2012

Hi Marian. Finding an email from you in my inbox brought immediate tears to my eyes. It is wonderful to know that you are in a good place and doing well. As someone who worships baking and has the culinary school pastry diploma to prove it, I am THRILLED that one of my favorite authors is about to give me CAKE! :) I also want you to know that you are truly an inspiration. Being very depressed myself at the moment (several emails to explain that one), knowing that things will never be the same and trying to figure out what the next chapter of my life should consist of, you remind me that there is always light at the end of the tunnel and I thank you for that. Be well and all the best to you and yours, Lisa Ferber, Staten Island, NY - tatasmurf@hotmail.com

Posted by LisaFerber on 31/01/2012

Hello there Marian,
what a wonderful surprise hearing from you, such great news that you're writing again, even though there are days for you that are more than a little struggle.
God Bless and keep you safe and may you continue to grow stronger.
Did l forget about you? Not possible dear friend.
Kindest Regards,
Gwyneth in Western Australia

Posted by Morag on 31/01/2012

Dear Marian,

I'm an avid fan of your writing and love being able to receive your newsletters to get me through until your next book is released.

I have to say that being such a public figure, your openess about your hard times, and your joyful ones too, are so refreshing. I haven't had the easiest 12 months, but I have to say that when I saw the email in my inbox that you were back, it was like greeting an old friend.

Once again, you have been able to put a smile on my face at your familiar style and your Irish-isms!

I hope that you keep recovering and keep inspiring those of us who read your work to hope for a happy ending.

Lots of love and hugs from this stranger in Australia.

Amber

P.S. I love chubby sticks too and when I saw an advert for them when they were first being released, raced straight from the hairdressers to Debenhams to buy mine, only to find out that they weren't being released for another month! I'm nearly run out of my first, but just love it! Great minds really do think alike :)

Posted by amberooni on 31/01/2012

Yay Yay Yay!!! So great to see are feeling better Marian! I cannot wait to see all the lovely cakes you have made and my heart smiled when I read you are putting the finishing touches on a new book.
Thank you Marian!

Posted by CarlaS on 31/01/2012

(Private message, please. . . .)

Hello Sweet,

I am unbelievably happy to hear from you again. I'm in my forties--and my friends are wilting--quite a bit. And I'm talking about very strong women. It's obviously not just menopause--but that Bloody Well takes its Toll, of course.

I've noticed, though, that women in their 50's and 60's seem to really calm down and get their balance. I'll be there soon--and I'm looking forward to it!

Good strong friends for me--that's the the key! And a pet (I live in Paris , so I can't). Also, trees. Now, unfortunately--and you will laugh at me and call me silly--I have too many men coming up to me in a typical park. But the reason is that I am from California (with Beautiful Irish Ancestors--let's now Bless Great Aunt Mona and Great Aunt Doe)--so I certainly don't look French. And, well, the Drageurs target the foreigners first.

No Compliment, in fact.

OK.

Many points to be made, I suppose, --but one is Marian, left alone in a Park in Paris, would be the target of a Drageur (Pick up artist). I challenge her to go to Parc Monceau alone in Spring. (Forget Winter: that is the only time I have Peace and Quiet.) Like Marian, I look young. Deadly for those Quiet Librarians trying to read a Book. . . .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjPpPaODDt8

If you were my neighbor, even in Paris, I would bring you over a loaf of freshly baked bread every day.

Do love you, Marian. . . .

Posted by annaparis on 31/01/2012

Yay good to hear from you again. Congratulations on your new books and 18years in recovery,awesome,thats worth celebrating. Leslie

Posted by Leslie Sands on 31/01/2012

Great to hear how you are doing Marian - thought of you lots of times over the last while. Was wondering as I watched Strictly this year what you thought of it and who your fave was. Dying to see your baking book, Im terrible at baking myself so maybe I'll buy it and give it a go. Take Care Grainne

Posted by gbod on 31/01/2012

Thanks so much for your update. I have just moved my library into lovely new shelves, and only yesterday was saying to a fellow fan of yours that I really hoped that I would need to make more room for new Marian Keyes novels. I am so happy that there are new books on the way. Thankyou, thankyou! I love the anticipation of the upcoming book release dates.
About Mandy Patinkin, I first came across him in the lovely movie The Princess Bride. If you haven't already had it suggested by a million people, please go look for it. Guaranteed to make you smile!
Best wishes from a grateful fan.

Posted by Fudgefan on 31/01/2012

Welcome back Marian! We have missed you! So glad to hear you've been okay, and himself sounds very fit now!

Looking forward to the new books! Can't wait!

Much love X

Posted by Awindsor2011 on 31/01/2012

O, Marbles!

I’ve lost my original train of thought--must be too late at night. . . .

Still, I’m sure there’s something in this video somewhere. . . .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciU14dQ5bKk

Posted by annaparis on 31/01/2012

Actually, my one and only comment is that I Love Miss Marian--have missed her dreadfully--and sometimes feel my fate linked with those I love--absurd as that might sound--so ludicrously now, therefore, happy, for a million lovely reasons--to hear from her again!

Brava, the Marian!

Posted by annaparis on 30/01/2012

It's so good to hear from you again Marian! I'm looking forward to your baking book, baking is definitely good for the soul!
xx

Posted by Girlypie on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian
I'm so pleased to hear you're feeling better, and extremely excited about your new book - my friend and I have been waiting for a Helen book!

Also, Mandy Patinkin (Saul Berenson in Homeland) was in The Princess Bride (surely you love that movie?!) and got to deliver the line "Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die."
Apparently he considers that to be his favourite role.

Anyway, thank you for making my day!

Best wishes
Alyssa KT
(Gold Coast, Australia)

Posted by Alyssa KT on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian - I am SO happy to hear you're finally writing about Helen. I absolutely adore the Walsh family and have been waiting for years for Helen's story. I discovered your work many years ago and promptly fell in love! Your books have provided me with many hours of laugh-out-loud entertainment (I've read them all more than once) and I've told everyone I know about you. Please know that you are loved and will always by one of my most favorite writers.
Sincerely, Susan L. Davis

Posted by susanldavis on 30/01/2012

So glad to see you in my inbox again. Cannot wait to read the new books. Always wanted to suggest one for you. It is called Gut and Psychology Syndrome by Dr. Natasha Campbell McBride. Don't be put off by the strange name. The cause of depression is bad gut flora (the good bacteria have been overtaken by the baddies when you are on antibiotics and then they multiply on sugar/alcohol and cause depression) I think that the special diet in the book will help to get rid of the bad gut flora and will make you better. It will at least make you healthier :)

Posted by becstar on 30/01/2012

How in the world can you say that you are the Size of a House? ? Are you Begging for Compliments! What Positive Rubbish! Don't Show that Photo and Say that you are the Size of a House! Every Worthy Woman will Disparage You!

God! Glad I got that off my chest!

Well, so Pleased to hear (and see) that my Sweet Marian is back in Form. I never used to watch TV either--but now I'm riveted to game fare such as The Apprentice, Celebrity Big Brother, etc.

I, who don't have a TV. Youtube has been my Downfall.

I nearly Died over Denise Welsh last Week--and--Honestly and Truly--Had No Sleep. I walked Down the Streets with Slumped Shoulders. . . .

You, Marian, probably just say POOF to her--my Darling Denise with all of her foibles--the way you really wish to draw each and every blood droplet out of M. Thatcher and roast it on the spit! Was she really so Bad?

Possibly, Possibly--don't take my Blood, Miss Marian!

Love you--and so pleased to hear from you again!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciU14dQ5bKk

Miss Marian, Madame Librarian!

What can I do, my Dear, to Catch your Ear?

Now in the Moonlight. . . .

Marbles!

Posted by annaparis on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian. I can't even begin to tell you how I felt when I saw your newsletter sat in my inbox. I have been desperately worried about you and have thought about you and willed you to be better every day. I even wrote to This Morning and asked if they would find out if you were ok (they never got back to me but ah well haha) I'm so glad you're feeling the way you are and you have for certain got one buyer for your new baking book. My two favourite things, Marian Keyes and baking all rolled into one, I can't wait! I also am so pleased you've managed to write another Walsh sisters book! I'm sure I speak for many fans out there when I say that the Walsh sisters are my favourite all time characters! I hope that this newsletter will be the first of many to come. They always were a ray of sunshine on my dull dreary month and I shall eagerly await the next one however long it may take. Warmest regards, Bekki. xxx

Posted by Bekkib123 on 30/01/2012

Hi! I'm so happy to see a new newsletter, I'ved missed them - and you - so much! Tears of joy over hearing that will get to see the Walsh again, as they have given me so much joy over the years. Wishing you the best, Marian. Never give up hope. With love from Norway.

Posted by MissMM on 30/01/2012

So glad to receive your lovely newsletter :O) I am looking forward to buying both your books... We LOVE making cakes in this house and just love your books. More of you to love my dear... fat is looking at the glass half empty :O)
Take care and looking forward to more newsletters :O) Fiona

Posted by Madbiochemist on 30/01/2012

Marian, was sooo overjoyed to get the email with your newsletter last night. Although it did put off sleep for a while in the excitement. :)
I'm sooo very grateful that you are starting to feel better AND to be finally giving us a Helen Walsh book!!! its almost too much good news in one go!
Much love and encouragement from Syd, Aus.

Posted by melissab@ticketek.com.au on 30/01/2012

I was so happy to see a newsletter from you,today will be a good day

Posted by leeleek on 30/01/2012

I cant wait for the new books to come out! We have all missed your writing and stories. They are told from the heart and thats what i like about you. Glad your getting better and of course we are all still interested in you. Keep getting better we're all behind you. Rebecca x

Posted by rebeccakelly1000 on 30/01/2012

*gasp* as IF we could lose interest, Marian!
*whispers* I also obtained an illegal copy of Homeland, and I was hooked and had to watch the WHOLE thing in like 3 sittings. AMAZING.

I've missed you - and I'm glad you're okay xxxx

http://thebeautywithinit.blogspot.com/2012/01/grandest-return-of-marian-keyes.html

Posted by ichbinmr on 30/01/2012

So wonderful to have a newsletter, Godspeed.

Posted by jenwren59 on 30/01/2012

So pleased to hear you're feeling better - what an uplifting newsletter! Love the sound of 'Saved by Cake' and the new novel. All best wishes, Sasha Wagstaff x

Posted by SASHA W on 30/01/2012

I'm so glad you're back! I became a huge fan and have read/or heard (audiobooks) as much as I've been able to get my hands on here in Myrtle Beach South Carolina! Love you. Love your work. Can't wait for the new one. Can't wait to find more existing work available! Happy Day.

Posted by marycurran on 30/01/2012

Great to hear your hanging in there Marian, missed your newsletters and often wondered how you were doing, have you ever read A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle, it's the book that I owe my new life to

Posted by Anfra on 30/01/2012

Hooray!! I am so excited to see another newsletter from you at long last, and to hear that you have another book on the way to us. I've been checking your website periodically and then google searching 'where on earth is Marian Keyes' afterwards. :)
I'm sorry to hear that this has been a difficult period for you, but you are here, and your fans adore you.
Baking is something that soothes my soul too and if you've never heard of this book you must buy it and give some recipes a try - Vegan Cupcakes Take Over the World by Isa Chandra Moskowitz. Even if you are not vegan, these cupcakes will blow your socks off. And no, I didn't come on here to promote this book, just wanted to pass on awesome recipes from one cake lover to another.
Best wishes! xx

Posted by ausfox on 30/01/2012

Great to hear from you again Marian and glad you're feeling somewhat better! Beautiful cakes and really looking forward to the new books. Reading the newsletter was like hearing from an old friend! Fab-u-lous cakes :) xxx

Posted by bananarama on 30/01/2012

Marian!!!
Welcome back, I cannot tell you how excited I was to see that there was a brand new newsletter when I got the email. Just had a lovely read of it and so exciting.....not only do you seem to be truly on the up, but not one...two books! And lots of lovely family pics & videos. You are not the size of a house woman, you are still lovely, petite and still smiling.
All the best Marian, stay strong....wishing lots of good and happy things for you...and cake! ;)
Love,
Lisa
Nottingham (UK) xxxxx

Posted by Lisa Washington on 30/01/2012

So happy you are feeling better I have missed you x

Posted by mariasth on 30/01/2012

Thank you for writing! I am so happy to read your newsletter.Sincerely very very happy and even more so that you are writing about Helen, personally my favorite walsh sister...I hope you feel better soon...lots of love from one of your loyal fans in Montreal, Canada.

Posted by nancyt on 30/01/2012

Soooo lovely to hear your news and that you are getting better x

Posted by Suzyq on 30/01/2012

I am so pleased to see that you've updated! I have often thought of you and wondered how you are doing. I missed your updates and I have so missed reading your books so I can't tell you how excited I am that there will be another Walsh family novel coming out at some point. It will be on my Amazon wishlist as soon as there's a release date! In the meantime, I'm going to console myself with re-reading The Brightest Star In The Sky, which is quite simply one of the most magical stories I have ever read. Just awesome, seriously.

Anyway, I hope you're as well as you can be and that soon you'll be ever better. Take care,

Love,
Janine

Posted by Jay on 30/01/2012

Gosh it was so good to read your newsletter, I have missed you so much and have thought of you often (particularly when I'm looking for a new book to read and would love to buy one of yours!) You sound and look fantastic so well done to you! Oh, we have only seen The Killing season 1 in Australia so rattling off new shows similar has made my day! Continue on your journey and be well. Cath xx

Posted by twinkletoze on 30/01/2012

Oh my goodness this has totally made my day, my week, my year:) I love you so much Marian - welcome back xox

Posted by boofy1 on 30/01/2012

So pleased an old friend is back! Fabulous to hear the news xxx

Posted by francesbrighton on 30/01/2012

Thanks so much for this update, Marian! I'm very happy to see that you are back online and with a new novel finished and a cookbook coming out! Can't wait to read both. I LOVED "The Brightest Star in the Sky" and rattle on like a lunatic to anyone who will listen about how they MUST read this book! :) I was in Dublin for the first time last year and really enjoyed it. I can see why it inspires you! Stay well and keep us updated from time to time! We're still here! :)

Posted by Deborah on 30/01/2012

Welcome back, Marian! Wonderful to hear from you and glad to read your world is slowly righting itself. I will look forward to the cake book's arrival in New Zealand. Be blessed :-) Heth

Posted by heth.bennett on 30/01/2012

i'm so excited, i can't wait until the new walsh book'll be out - was hoping for helen's story for ages! =D

Posted by ali_k on 30/01/2012

I'll be just one of so many who are over the moon today Marian--you're back! Sorry the dog is not entirely gone, but that glow stuff sounds like it helps in the meantime. Also like many others I'm sure, I have spent more time than you can imagine trying to think of ways to "make you better." I wish you all the best, and don't worry, you're not alone in trying to make the crazy world a little less awful a place, so you don't have to take it all on yourself. love, Joanne (the psychologist who whimpered trying to stifle laughter reading Rachel's Holiday by flashlight in her son's room so that he thought I was crying!)

Posted by joanned on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian, so lovely to have you back. Congratulations on your 18th sobriety anniversary! I am in my 4th year and like you have had a barrage of different situations to face in that time and like you have done it sans booze. I guess you have just got to keep putting one foot in front of the other. Sending much love and pink thoughts. - Elizabeth, Melbourne Australia.

Posted by ElizabethG on 30/01/2012

So glad you're back, can't wait for new book! Kx

Posted by Katkin on 30/01/2012

You're back, Hurrah. We missed you. Hope all well. Can't WAIT for the new novel to come out.

Posted by osulliun on 30/01/2012

Hiya Marian,
Welcome back, we've missed ya! Glad to see you looking well. Roll on the cakes!

Posted by cate_daly on 30/01/2012

So, so glad to hear from you. And a new novel on the way--fabulous!
Mandy Patinkin once did a show in my little town (Huntington, WV) via Marshall University Artists Series. He was great--just him and a piano player. Just before the intermission he said he wanted the audience to really show him their love by giving him things--wanted them brought right up to the stage. People took up take-home bags from restaurants and other trinkets. Finally, a woman brought him her baby! Just a tiny thing all wrapped in a blanket. He said, "Shhhhhhhhh, someone just gave me a baby," and that was the beginning of the intermission. I know for a fact he gave the child back as she was later in kindergarten with my youngest son.
Please continue to feel well!
Anita Farrell

Posted by Anita Lee on 30/01/2012

Marian, So wonderful to hear your voice (as such). I've really missed you and have been checking on google regularly for any mention of a new book. Can't wait for both of them now. To lighten your mood you should check out 'damn you autocorrect fails.' I don't want to put the web address because you will think it is spam, but this is truly the funniest website ever. I follow Matt Lucas (of Little Britain fame)on Twitter, and he put the link up a few weeks ago. Check it out for an eye watering giggle xx

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Posted by ElizabethG on 30/01/2012

Que alegría que alegría!! To know that you aré writing again kisses from argentina

Posted by caritom on 30/01/2012

So good to hear from you Marian, & loved reading this update. So looking forward to the new book. I hope things continue to go well for you xx

Posted by Kefrench on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian, just to say thank you for the newsletter update and I hope you keep feeling positive. Looking forward to reading your cake book and so happy you chose to write about Helen, she was always my favourite out of the Walsh family! Take care

Posted by sara_maj@hotmail.com on 30/01/2012

Yay! I am so glad you are back! I know that sounds strange you don't know me from eve but it's the truth. I pre ordered the new book yesterday and just almost wee'd with excitement about the new book about Helen (first name terms and all she's my fav)
Congratulations on your 18 year anniversary- kudos.
One thing ghat helps me when I have an... Ahem depressive episode is reading your books. Lol don't think that will help you though, surely that would just be classed as editing!
Lots of love
Xxxxx

Ps: my sister says she blames you personally if she ends up the size of a house because of the new book! :D

Posted by lou182 on 30/01/2012

So glad you're back!! I'm excited to hear you've got a new novel to look forward to - and as a fellow baker what can I say - I CAN'T WAIT!!

Posted by Evans on 30/01/2012

Also I just read the bit that you've finally written a book about Helen Walsh and I screamed "YES! GET IN" causing my family to look at me like I'm a loony!

Posted by lolipop17 on 30/01/2012

It's so lovely to have you back! After a cold horrible monday at work it's such a lovely surprise to have a new newsletter. So glad you're feeling better, can't wait for the new book, i always wanted to read helen's story.
lots of love

Posted by swirlygirly on 30/01/2012

Thank goodness you're back!!! Your books really helped me through some dark times - they were my escape so I can't wait for your new book.

Posted by Canadian reader on 30/01/2012

So glad you are back!! I saw this pop in my e-mail today and the whole thing brought a smile to my face!
Can't wait to read the new book in Feb. (amazon waiting list here I come!) and Bake with you?! Amazing. You are amazing, thank you for sharing your life so openly with your adoring fans.
Glad you are back, friend from the states.

Mandy Dye

Posted by MandyDye on 30/01/2012

I have re-read Angels (twice), Rachel's Holiday, Last Chance Saloon,Other Side of the Story and currently re-reading Sushi for Beginners! This is the best news I've heard in a long time! So glad you are better! We've missed you!

Posted by lolipop17 on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian! Super excited to hear that you are back. Looking forward to your reading your most recent projects =)

Love from all the way in New Zealand,

Theresa

Posted by tfaa012 on 30/01/2012

Welcome back! You've been missed!!!!!!!

Posted by klkirkdorfer on 30/01/2012

So great to hear from you and to see you are doing a bit better. Beyond excited to hear about your new books. I just finished Other Side of the story when I was with family in the Caymans and laughed so hard. The joy you bring to others through your work is amazing! I have read most of your books and throughly (laugh out loud) enjoy them. Thanks and hope to hear from you more :)

Posted by bdvorachek on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian, I can't tell you how pleased I was to wake up to your newsletter this morning- Yay!!! You're back and well! Looking forward to the new books, but no pressure mind- in your own time. Love to you and to himself.Ang Baker, NZ

Posted by kiwiange44 on 30/01/2012

no worries. so glad you're back and with a new novel to boot. i can't wait to read it. i'm a pubbed author (to, er, no acclaim whatsoever) and it is reassuring to learn that authors i admire greatly also have fallow years and crises of confidence and discipline. stick with it -- we are waiting ;- )

Posted by curlfriend on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian

So pleased to hear that you are on the road to recovery. You're right about learning to love the new normal. It takes time but it's all part of cracking the tyranny of the madness.

I had a breakdown in 2010 so can vouch for the whole malarchy of feeling like a porker and making the most of the good days. I'm right where you are so don't feel alone! I reckon it's de-rigeur when you're on the anti-mad meds but I guess it has to be an improvement on counting out fistfuls of paracetamol doesn't it?

Anyway, if you need a laugh feel free to check out my (hopefully) funny take on depression in my blog www.thekrakenwakes.blogspot.com. There's a fair bit of sweary ranting too but that's just my post-breakdown therapy. Well, that's my excuse and I'm sticking to it.

Don't forget that you're never alone, OK? And while we have never met I'm always on t'web if you need a rant or a laugh. Us nuts really do have to stick together.

Take a monster amount of care of yourself.

Cath

Posted by cath.janes on 30/01/2012

Woo Hoo!! Delighted to see this newsletter, missed my Marion fix!!

Posted by Trina on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian, I was SO SO excited to see this newsletter in my inbox! I've been checking frequently over the past year to see if there's any news about how you're doing (yes, that sounds creepy...) and I've been wishing all the best for you. Your work makes so many people so very happy. I'm also thrilled to know that your newest novel is about Helen! I've been waiting and waiting for that one! Good, healthy, patient wishes for you! Leslie (from Illinois)

Posted by leslieanne414 on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian
glad you are back!I only subscriped yesterday wondering how you are and today got your newsletter!!I read your books since 93, you are part of my family really (feel like a stalker here...) and I think it´s unfair someone who brings so much joy and happiness into many homes feels so sad. But you are very brave and there are ways to open the door again!!I will buy your bake book because I can´t find peace with baking yet!Cant wait for Helen, wasn´t sure if she´s the next ...Thank you for so many wonderful reading moments!!All the best to you and your family
Alexandra

Posted by momo on 30/01/2012

I nearly burst into tears when I got the email to say you'd done another newsletter! So glad you're feeling better :)

Posted by missypoops on 30/01/2012

I'm so sorry to hear it's been so bad. And glad to see you back, and delighted to hear there's a new book on the way. And careful with the fatso comments, there's a lot of people more fat than that out there who might be made sad by your relative skinniness, Missus! Anyway, without a bit of fat, what can you bounce back with? xx

Posted by Jo Murphy on 30/01/2012

This newsletter makes me so happy! So nice to hear from you Marian. I hope that you continue to improve :) All my love to you and yours.

Posted by wmgrimm on 30/01/2012

Lovely to 'hear' your voice Marian! To be funny these days in the world of fiction is v much appreciated: too much of life is serious. Helen's character will be a welcome break from all of that; I speak on behalf of myself and I am sure many of your readers. Life has its stages and any unwanted effects of medication etc are all just a stage; a phase that can pass if you like and you can be sure (as there has been in 'new-normal' time) that each one of the stages will change. Things and people change just as much as you would not have believed before, (if that makes any sense). Lots of love! Susannah,xxx

Posted by susannah maria on 30/01/2012

Marian, it's good to have you back. Being a fellow sufferer of the "darkness", I truly appreciate how hard it has been for you over the past couple of years. Onwards and upwards girl! Best wishes, Judy S

Posted by Judy S on 30/01/2012

Thank you, Marion, for being open about your mental health challenges. It is so good to read and know I'm not the only one - and I'm sure there are others. Your books are delightful and I so appreciate that the characters have depth to them and aren't just ditzy airheads la-la-ing through life.
Thank you for being you! Can't wait to read your new books. Warm regards, Kat in California.

Posted by katminer on 30/01/2012

Can't wait to read the new book Marian!

Posted by Laura Kay A Novel Review on 30/01/2012

Oh I am thrilled to see you! Coincidentally I pre-ordered Saved By Cake only last week! And I'm so excited about the new novel. Lovely to 'hear' from you again :-D

Posted by MelissaK on 30/01/2012

God Love ya Marian its good to have you back. Keep up loving the new you cos we do.
xxxx

Posted by Magsdel on 30/01/2012

Gods. Not remotely house-sized. And LOVELY frock! Bean feasts yum!

Posted by Blissfish on 30/01/2012

Such a relief to see you back! We rely on your words to make us feel better about OUR lives (Yes,I know,we sound very selfish).It seems very unfair that someone like you who cheers up our days through your written words should have to fight any kind of sadness.
Great to have you back through the newsletters, Marian. Looking forward to 'Saved by cake' as well as your new novel.Love your books and have bought every single one of them. Stay well, Marian, stay happy!

Roopa

Posted by roopabanerjee on 30/01/2012

I'm SO pleased to read this newsletter. Odd thing is I actually checked the website yesterday to make sure my emails were working properly! As a fan of baking and also the Walsh family, I'm very excited for two new books this year. Much love, Emma xx

Posted by Pantsformers on 30/01/2012

Glad to hear you're well, can't wait to read the new books!!! xxx

Posted by fiore_d_zucchino on 30/01/2012

Welcome back!!
Can't wait to read the new book - the Walsh girls have always been my favourite (maybe as I am one of three Walsh 'girls' in my family?) xx

Posted by LauraBoots on 30/01/2012

I have loved reading your thoughts, I absolutely agree with you re Iron Lady!!!eek!!
Look forward to keeping up to date with your comings and goings. Really missed you, and this is the first time I have replied....just want you to know how missed you have been Marian.
All the best Jacquie in Warwickshire. x x

Posted by mrsthommo on 30/01/2012

OMG - I am SOOOO happy yopu are back and communicating!!! Although I've never met you i still think i know you .....ok thats sounds a bit stalkerish!
Anyway a huge welcome back - i have thought of you - and worried about you over these long silent months. So good to get you back xxx

Posted by GillJay on 30/01/2012

How lovely to have a newsletter again,have so missed them.Congratulations on your sobriety birthday,I celenrate those as well,the best birthdays ever.I have suffered crippling depression in recovery,I also put on loads of weight,I am now totally off all medication and the weight is still there!I wish you well Marian,onwards and upwards,When we are going through hell we must keep going.

Posted by heath on 30/01/2012

hey marian, fantastic your back, that guy Mandy Patinkin is in criminal minds too, he's in about 3\4 series

Posted by Mairead on 30/01/2012

yaaaay you're back :-)

Posted by deirdredelaney on 30/01/2012

Ridiculously excited to hear you have a new Walsh book coming out. That's gonna be my litera-light of 2012.

Posted by Heffalump on 30/01/2012

what a lovely surprise to have your newsletter in my inbox this morning. Delighted that you are feeling better pet.

Posted by DeniseE on 30/01/2012

So lovely to hear from you again Marian! I have read all of your books at least 10 times - I read them in a kind of rotation - Ive recently moved to Denmark from NZ, and have just re-read The Other Side of the Story in Danish :) I cant wait to read Helen's story, I just LOVE the Walsh family and I'm sure it will be just as great as all the others! All the very best to you and hope things start looking up - above the clouds the sky is always blue. Tanya

Posted by tanyakristine on 30/01/2012

I was so glad to see your news letter in my inbox this morning. This is a weird situation where, I feel like I know you, but you have no idea who I am. I have thought about you often and have been sending you good thoughts as you go through your darkness. Your books have always touched me on so many levels, I feel as though I can relate to many of your characters. I am so happy that we will be getting a Helen book!!! I have been waiting for it for a very long time! Please continue to mend and enjoy your cake. Good vibes from Texas headed your way. :)

Posted by eselvidge on 30/01/2012

Lovely to have you back Marian. I've missed your emails and it's good to know you're okay as I've often wondered how you're doing. Take care of yourself. Sarah x

Posted by sarahBuk on 30/01/2012

Dear Marion, bloody good to have you back!!x

Posted by Lynne Browne on 30/01/2012

Marian, it's said that if there is a silver lining to suffering, it's that it makes us sympathetic, compassionate and, in the end,able to find humor in situations we otherwise wouldn't be able to. This is obviously the case with your own suffering over these past couple of years...and those of us on "the other side of the story" are grateful for the gift of yourself that you give to us. It helps us through our own dark days. And how courageous you are to do so, even if you don't believe it - you are! So, simply put, thank you. You've helped more people than you'll ever know, myself included. Keeping you in my prayers and gratitude, Luane

Posted by Luane on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian,
So glad to hear you are on the up....
I know exactly how you are feeling.... Have had depression myself since 2010... Not good :o(
And my 'anti-mad' pills have made me gain weight too.... Believe it or not it's been your books that have kept me going..... especially during those long, cold sleepless nights, which are many as Im sure you know...
Anyway, keep smiling Chuckie-Egg and know you are loved XxX

Posted by sioux on 30/01/2012

So happy to read this! I have thought about you often over the last few years, particularly as of late as I've been struggling to stave off some depression and turning to your books for distraction. You truly are an inspiration. And I really can't wait for the Helen book to come out! Glad to see you back! YAY!

Posted by acinom122 on 30/01/2012

Thank you so much for your honest and beautiful post. I'm awaiting the cakes and the new novel with anticipation - and raising a cup of tea and a choccy digestive to you in salute! x

Posted by jobellerina on 30/01/2012

So very good to hear from you again! Sending lots & lots of love to you,your father and your family. xx :)

Posted by NannyBee on 30/01/2012

Your newsletter was hilarious, inspiring and heart-wrenching/heart-warming in equal measures.
I do hope you get back to the original you, but even if you are never quite the same then I will adore you (not in a creeepy way, but in a normal-fan type way!) always. And i hope you are able to adjust to the new you.
I CAN'T WAIT for the new book about Helen. I'm just re-reading Rachel's Holiday (for about the 100th time) (because i needed something comforting and familiar and hilarious to read) and I thought 'I wonder if there will ever be a book about Helen' and it turns out that YES there will be.
I genuinely hope you are on the road to recovery.
With all best wishes
Ad xx

Posted by Ad on 30/01/2012

So glad you are on the road to recovery. And that you are writing again. Lots of love xx

Posted by Cathy.t on 30/01/2012

I'm very excited for a new novel to come out, and i'm anxious to read it.

I hope you are feeling better soon, even with all of the stress about you right now.

Posted by shashiface on 30/01/2012

Welcome back Marian!!! Gosh, as if anyone would give up on you! We've all been waiting here tapping our feet humming along waiting to hear from you and aren't you marvellous. Happy 18th by the way and many more. Keep waking and walking one day at at time one step at a time that's all that's expected from ourselves especially on a bad day. Please feel the love from you many many many friends/fans. God bless you, xxx

Posted by kdcsmom on 30/01/2012

Really Glad to see that you are back online!! Cant wait for the new book!

Posted by laughalot on 30/01/2012

Marian! Receiving an email with your newsletter has made me so undeniably happy! And to hear that you have made a book on cakes, is fantastic. But the really brilliant news is that you have done a book on Helen! I have just finished re-reading my 'walsh' girls book (for about the zillionth time) and was thiking as I finished Anna's story, wonder if we'll ever get to hear Helen's. I'm so excited! And congrats. I know that the last number of months have been a struggle for you. Its a demon illness that can strike at any time. Keep battling on. I hope that you can come out the other side of it

Cannot wait to read the next book!

Keep well xx

Posted by Rachylady on 30/01/2012

I'm sooooo happy to hear that you're back! My Muma nd I have been waiting for Helen's story since before 'This Charming Man' came out so I'm well chuffed you're on with it.
Good luck with everything, and seeing your newsletter in my inbox has truly made my day :)

Posted by Crayola on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian, I am ferociously passionate about 2 things in life: books and cake. As the creator of both, and now indeed as a fancier of Ashley Banjo (good god, surely the Most Gorgeous Man of 2012?), you are my undisputed hero.

I read quite a few books in your absence and have it on good authority that there is not another author on the planet as funny as you - you are simply one of a kind.

I am a new mom and relate entirely to living in fatso-ville. If you lived near me I would promptly deliver a sympathy cake to your door...

Seriously though, the candour with which you share your own personal struggles is both refreshing and deeply moving.

I am so glad you're back. You've been missed!
Love and hugs, Zilly

Posted by zilly on 30/01/2012

So happy to hear from you! You're one of my favourite people ever

Posted by Tulip20 on 30/01/2012

I am so glad you are feeling better Marion, and can't wait to read the next Walsh book about Helen. I was hoping you would do one and maybe it updates Anna's story too.
Take care of your self.

Posted by Vicki Teel on 30/01/2012

Marian, I'd like to be among the first (I hope "first million," that is :)) to reply and let you know that you've been missed. I want to plan our interview for your new novel now. Sending much love your way and many thanks for the delightful, chatty, warm, and STRONG post.
XO from Bethanne Patrick

Posted by Bethanne_Patrick on 30/01/2012

So lovely to hear from you again! Hope that you recover soon, we need you! Best wishes from Madrid.
Paloma

Posted by palomala on 30/01/2012

Marian, it's wonderful to see you back - we have really really missed you. However, I have NO idea what any of those lovely tv programmes are, living in Sri Lanka...!

Posted by freespirit on 30/01/2012

Oh Marian, this just about made my birthday to hear that you're on the road to recovery! And I'm so excited about the new books! Thank you for giving us an update, I look forward to hearing more from you, love Leah xx

Posted by LeahB83 on 30/01/2012

Missed you, love you, can't wait to read your new book!

Posted by sooaloo on 30/01/2012

Oh Marian it is wonderful to be able to red a newsletter from you again - I have missed them so. You have no idea how many times reding one of your books has saved me from the abyss and I thank you truly. I'm so excited to hear that there is not only a cookery book but a new novel in the pipeline too. My cup sincerely runneth over and I wish you all good fortune and happiness in return! x

Posted by taurusgb on 30/01/2012

I would just like to say that I'm so glad you're back in commission. I think I know some of what you're going through, as I also suffer from craziness & have been on drugs for years. Everytime I think I can go off of them, I discover that I can't and will likely be on them forever, but I feel so normal on them, I guess I'll just have to accept it!
I also would like to compliment you on the lovely cleavage you seem to have developed. I'm quite envious! I have also put on weight over the past several years, but I don't have anything like the cleavage you've got! In fact, anything I have that even remotely resembles cleavage, is really just a crack in my fat on my chest...or aging skin, I'm not sure which.

Posted by mugwump on 30/01/2012

Hello Marian, What a wonderful surprise to see your newsletter this morning in my inbox! So happy to hear you are doing well, I love reading about what you are up to. Am so excited about your new book, the Walsh Family are my favourite. Also can't wait for your Book on Baking I will watch out for it's release here in Canada. Take care of yourself. Love, Debbie Croft
Lynden, Ontario

Posted by debbiecroft on 30/01/2012

Just wanted to say it is lovely to have you back and your newsletter made me smile as much as it always did, and we have all had times were we needed to be saved by cake xx

Posted by jillybean on 30/01/2012

So happy to get your news letter this morning!!! You havent been forgotten but missed!!! xoxox

Posted by Libradice on 30/01/2012

Congratulations, Marian and welcome back--we've missed you so!

Posted by Dee DeTarsio on 30/01/2012

Wow, I am trying to get geared up to go into work and what a happy surprise -- a newsletter from you. I have suffered from depression in the last 2 years so I appreciate your openness (not a word?) about what you've experienced. My Dad also is suffering from Alzheimer's and, although you didn't touch on it much in your newsletter- I know how devastating that is. I will definitely look for your baking book. Not that I need any more calories in my life, but I'm inspired by you looking for different directions to take your life in. I wish you all the best. I hope to read more of your novels, but more importantly, I wish you happiness. Thank you for your words that have helped me get through some of the same issues these last few years. xox

Posted by parotter on 30/01/2012

It's so good to hear from you, Marian! I wish you the strength to continue your recovery and hope that you know how much your work means to so many people. I love, love, LOVE your novels and am very excited for the new one. Mandy Patinkin was in the movie "The Princess Bride" - with a questionable hairstyle, but fabulous nonetheless. You should check it out if you haven't seen it.

Posted by hilaries24 on 30/01/2012

hey, marian, good to hear from you!
You made me very happy with the Helen's novel! She is my favorite Walsh girl!
When this book will come up? I'm from Brazil, so I really hope that book will be available on kindle!
Sorry to hear about your dad - should be such a hard time. I can't really imagine. Also, sorry to hear the bad news about you. Hope that you can keep gettin' better. My best wishes for you and your beautiful family!
Alana

Posted by alanadellanina on 30/01/2012

Marian, thank you for updating us we have all missed you!

Posted by lisa68 on 30/01/2012

I am so happy to see your newsletter again. I've thought of you often over the past two years. I hope you'll feel better and better.

Posted by finchm on 30/01/2012

Dearest Marian, you are an inspiration.

I had tears in my eyes as I read your newsletter, yet recognise more than one or two similarities.

I too have suffered with depression in the past (my now EX-husband called me his mad wife, hence the "ex" husband bit ....). I always thought I was only capable of baking cakes resembling satelite dishes but the challenge of baking overtook me, and the satisfaction and praise became like an opiate ... suddenly I became obsessed by The Goddess Nigella and have had a love of baking ever since.

I'm really looking forward to Saved By Cake, and shall be pre-ordering my copy NOW!

I can wait for your new book - it's top of my Christmas list already - but I would just love to see you on Twitter: it's a medium that was made for you - the art of 140 character quips.

Awwww g'won!

Chin up chuck, there's millions of us devoted fans who love you!

30/01/12

Posted by Deevskiboo on 30/01/2012

Welcome back Marian Keyes!Greetings from Australia. I'm so excited to read both of your books. Stay well :)

Posted by Hope on 30/01/2012

Welcome back Marian, we have missed you sorely! Hope you will find some time to come visit your friends at Starbucks.
Beth

Posted by bfarley on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,

When I read your newsletter in January 2010 I was about to start reading The brightest star in the sky, which I had already bought and was dying to dive into! But I decided to hold this off until you were back from your darkness. I felt it would be selfish of me to enjoy your reading while you were going through such a hard time. It just didn't seem fair. So here I am, 2 years later, and it still hasn't been read, it's still waiting on my night stand. It wasn't easy not reading it.

I must admit I cheated a little bit... I got three of your books for a friend on her birthday... who, by the way, read them back to back, and then bought ALL other books right away and also read them back to back. Including The brightest start in the sky. ;) So when she came back a week later having read all of your books (she is a fast reader and she was on holiday), we started talking about The other side of the story, which is one of my favorites, and I couldn't help but buying it for my kindle and reading it again. It's such a perfect book!!!!!

Last week I read the news that you were publishing two new books during 2012. Reading that you are managing to stay somewhat functional is great news, I think, because I know what depression can do to someone. And I don't know when I will actually read the new books,... I would love to know you are a bit better before I do, but I have already pre-ordered the first one, and look forward to getting both of them. :)

All this has been on my mind for two years, but the reason why I decided to post it today is because I just read this interesting news from the USA's National Public Radio website. I thought you might like being aware of this (see link below). I really really hope it helps not only you but thousands of other people who suffer, suffer, suffer.

All the best,
Ana

http://www.npr.org/blogs/health/2012/01/30/145992588/could-a-club-drug-offer-almost-immediate-relief-from-depression?sc=fb&cc=fp

Posted by nukinu on 30/01/2012

how truly lovely to hear that blue sky is starting to break through - and am amazed that another novel has surfaced during this time. what an achievement!
btw, Mandy Patinkin is indeed fragrant and most wonderful as Inigo (hhello. my name is Inigo Montoya. You killt my father. Prrreepare to die.) in the Princess Bride. If you've not seen it, do. A gem from 1987. xxx

Posted by ellen-g on 30/01/2012

It is SO GOOD to find a word from you in my email again! I've thought of you often during these past two years - I went through a separation and now we're back together, so things do work out...and you may be "the size of a house" but you're still beautiful! Just curvy! Keep climbing!

Posted by Bron on 30/01/2012

I'm so happy that you're back Marian and I can't even begin to tell you how excited I am to hear you've written a book about Helen Walsh :) I've been waiting for this for years! The Walsh sister books are works of genius and it's great that your fans will be able to revisit them again. I'm really looking forward to Saved By Cake too and I read in the paper a few months ago that you were donating your Irish royalties to the Vincent de Paul which I think is incredible kind of you. Congratulations on your recovery and keep staying strong! :) MA XX

Posted by MarkAllen on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,
I love your books. I just finished Sushi for Beginners last night and was looking at your website yesterday! I thought I must be imagining it when I received the e-mail saying you'd written a newsletter. It was a lovely read, some gorgeous photos and great news. I'm delighted things are looking up and cannot wait to read more from you. Félicitations on the 18 years of sobriety, that's absolutely amazing. All the best to you and your family, especially your parents. By the way, you still look fabulous!
Clara

Posted by claluna on 30/01/2012

Yeah Marian!! I'm so glad to see that you seem to be finding your way. We've missed you so much! I hope for your continued health and well being. So great to read your words again!

Posted by lisamz on 30/01/2012

Hooray!!!! I have been Googling you on occasion, wondering whether you were alright, and I am glad to hear that you are "coming to" as we say in Lancashire. Can't wait to read the new book, and slaver over pictures of cake xx

Posted by izzybobsmum on 30/01/2012

Was so wonderful to read your newsletter! Can't wait for your new cook book and novel. Take care xxx

Posted by PITTS on 30/01/2012

Welcome back!! How wonderful to hear from you again!

Posted by Carol Lee Martin on 30/01/2012

It is so good to have yourself back!! you have been missed, and a new book I can not wait,, I had to re register, as it has been so long, I forgot my user name!! ha ha, sorry about your mammy, big hugs to you,xxx love the video, what a "Charming Man"the little lad is,x

Posted by gibbs on 30/01/2012

Fantastic to hear from you again. I hope you continue to feel a bit better. I'm so excited about the new book and can't wait to read it!
Take care of yourself.

Posted by kittennic on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian, so lovely to receive your newsletter and hear that things are better for you than they were, but sorry to hear about your dad. Great news about your new books, I'm thrilled that the new novel is about Helen Walsh as I'm currently re-reading the Walsh sisters novels in order one after the other, I'm halfway through Angels at the moment, as I've missed reading your work so much since reading The Brightest Star in the Sky when it was first published. I've got all your books and intend to re-read them all over the coming months as they're wonderful to read again and I'm finding I can relate to some characters and their experiences much more now that I'm older and have more life experience myself. Good luck with the baking book and the editing of your new novel, I can't wait to read it. Best wishes to you and I hope you continue to feel better, Kelly x

Posted by redandpurplebutterflies on 30/01/2012

Great to have you back, since last time I have read the brightest star, although I got a bit distracted for 18 months I finally got back round to it and loved it, I finished it with a lovely warm feeling inside! Things like that make me emotional now I have my own baby, hence the 18 month gap! Looking forward to the next one in autumn, take care x

Posted by Sazzlze82 on 30/01/2012

So nice to have you back. Missed your Newsletter so much. You are such a strong person in so many ways. Congratulations on your 18 years of sobriety. Looking forward to your new publications this year. :-) x

Posted by Mandskelly on 30/01/2012

Dearest Marian
It is so lovely to hear from you again, and I think that you will find, that we are ALL still here!
I cannot wait to read all about the Walsh family once again, and I must say that being Danish, I am very happy about your love for our television shows and design! :)
I am glad that you are feeling a little bette - and I personally think that you are beautiful! Inside and out!
Love from Denmark, Line

Posted by lineancher on 30/01/2012

I think you are extremely brave and want to welcome you back! You've been missed.

Posted by DMix on 30/01/2012

I'm so happy to hear you are getting better, cannot wait to read the new book, you are an inspiration.
I'd be totally honoured if you were a follower of my blog so I'll be cheeky and give you the link: http://theglimmerofhope.blogspot.com/feeds/7224148888202605585/comments/default

With love and best wishes, Sarah xx

Posted by sarahjc26@fsmail.net on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian,

I was delighted to read your newsletter, its been so long, you were missed. Glad you hear your on mend looking forward to your new books.

I am sorry to hear about your dad.

Take care of yourself

Shauna in Galway xxx

Posted by Seana on 30/01/2012

Hello Marian, I have read your blog and you made me laugh! Just wanted you to know that my husband and myself have two little places (not posh but nice) in a small place called Calitri in southern Italy. Its lovely there and if you want to visit you are most welcome to go. We dont hire it out but like it to be used and I think it is just the place for you to do your walks, meet like minded Irish people who have bought there too and to cap it all off there is CAKE!! You would love it I am sure and if you wnat to catch the bus from Roma there is a direct one there. Look on the internet and see for yourself, I know if we had had bought there before I was ill I would never have had a breakdown but thankfully I am great now. Be happy now and get well soon, God bless you and himself Bernie

Posted by berniesavage on 30/01/2012

So, so *so* good to have you back :-)
And just as I return from maternity leave a newsletter to brighten my day.
Can't wait for the new novel....

Posted by Rae on 30/01/2012

Oh how wonderful to hear from you!! Well done - I've been through times when with every new day I feel my main achievement is that I'm still here at all, as I couldn't hurt the ones I love. Very excited to hear there is to be a new book, I love the whole Walsh family scenario. Much love xxxxx

Posted by Shepherdess on 30/01/2012

How delightful to hear from you Marian. So glad you are feeling better. We've missed you and your lovely newsletters. Looking forward to your scrummy cake book and your next funny one (still to be titled). Thank you for sharing your story with such honesty and concern for others whilst you've been having your own dark struggles. You are amazing and generous. *hugs* And you look beautiful!

Posted by MaryVettel on 30/01/2012

Welcome back Marian! I was thrilled to see your newsletter pop into my in-box this morning. It's made my day! Looking forward to both your books. Get back on Strictly: It Takes Two!! I missed you this year. XX Susan

Posted by sgillard on 30/01/2012

Such a pleasure to hear from you!

Can't wait to read Helen's novel and Saved by Cake.
Your family video is amazing!
Many hugs

Elisaxxxx

Posted by elisa on 30/01/2012

Oh, it's lovely to hear from you at last! This made my day, it really did.
Much love and support
Gina

Posted by GinaRossi on 30/01/2012

Hello Marian, I didn't know you were feeling unwell but it makes me very happy to hear you are better now! I have read all your books about the Walsh family and find so so so many similarities with my own slightly dysfunctional family, and I have been wondering if/when you'd be writing about Helen.

So sorry to hear about your dad's Alzheimer's - my grandad had the same disease and it sure puts pressure on the rest of the family as well as being so sad. Gosh, it's difficult saying the right things, but you'll get through it together.

All my best wishes to you.

xx Victoria

Posted by Victoria_S on 30/01/2012

I cannot begin to tell you how happy I am to read your newsletter and hear how things are on the up for you! I have been a devoted fan for years, since the very 1st chapter of watermelon, and have loved every word you have written since then. Spookily, I was just talking about you with a friend yesterday, saying how worried I was about you (and how strange it is to worry about someone you've never met!) I’m so glad things are getting better for you!! I cannot wait to read your baking book, not to mention Helen Walsh’s story!! (Could not be more excited about that one!!) Look after yourself and know that you have an army of loyal fans out here who are delighted to hear from you again and are constantly thinking of you and wishing you well!!

Posted by Frances on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian! It's wonderful to have you back on the blog, and to know that your feel better! Baking is also some sort of therapy for me so I am definitely getting Saved by Cake! And of course I am already looking forward to reading more about the Welsh family.

Kind regards from a fan in Sweden,

Marilyn

Posted by Argentina84 on 30/01/2012

Welcome back! I was delighted to see your mail and to hear you are doing your living best to be on the mend - Congratulations - those have been tough times to put down.
Just wanted to pull you up on a couple of things though - you are NOT as big as a house - au contraire you look beautiful - because you are AND please do not apologise for recognising that your new book is brilliant - you are neither boozy (18 years - woo hoo!) nor boastful just brilliant and any journo who things otherwise can feck off because they won't be getting any cake! Maith thú for the SVP Royalties - Marian you ARE a star!
Welcome back - wishing you continued recovery and only fab things in the future.
X Mwah X
Cora

Posted by Cora on 30/01/2012

Oh Marian, so good to hear from you and wishing you better and better and better xxx

Posted by Debbie Viggiano on 30/01/2012

So happy to get your newsletter, I have checked the website regularly to see how you were getting on! Also, so pleased you have at last written a book about Helen, I once read somewhere you thought she was too much of a character to write a full book for her, she is definitely my favourite Walsh, except Mammy of course. Hope there is plenty of her in the new book too, sure there will be. Keep getting well, so lovely to hear from you xx

Posted by Kelbrookchris on 30/01/2012

Nice to hear about you again! I'm excited about Helen's novel, i've been waiting for it since Watermelon! She's my favourite Walsh girl.

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Posted by Kelbrookchris on 30/01/2012

Nice to hear about you again! I'm excited about Helen's novel, i've been waiting for it since Watermelon! She's my favourite Walsh girl. Kisses from Spain ;)

Posted by Ivyrush on 30/01/2012

Yay!!!!!So happy to hear what you've been up to....it's like catching up with an old friend. And, I love your dress in the video...you're family is lovely too. Hooray! :)

Posted by londonjuju71 on 30/01/2012

Marian, I am so, so happy that you're back and writing again! And I am so sorry to hear about your dad. Both of my grandfathers had Alzheimer's. I am sending you hugs from Canada.

Posted by Canadian on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian.

It is so great to hear from you - whenever I look at my book shelves I think of you and hope things are getting better for you.

Keep in touch

Karen xx

Posted by Karen Timms on 30/01/2012

Hello Marian,

You are a true inspiration to all. Thank you for sharing this.

May you and your family be blessed with much happiness and well wishes to you Dad.

Take care,
Rachel

Posted by white_rach on 30/01/2012

Marian, it is so good to have you back. Your nephew is the spit of my youngest, he has gorgeous red hair too. Will be looking out for the baking book, my current favourite is marmalade cupcakes, completely delicious and because they've got marmalade in that makes them one of your five a day, right?

Lots of love, glad you are feeling better.

M xx

Posted by moragp on 30/01/2012

Yay! I've been so worried, which is bonkers because I don't know you.... Welcome back :-) Chloe x

Posted by chloecakeface on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,
what a surprise to find your letter today. I'm so glad you are back and I'm looking forward to reading your new book. Whish you all the best. AH! those cupcakes look delicious :)
Big hug from Spain

Posted by OLIVIA77 on 30/01/2012

soooooooooooooooo pleased to read your blog today, really cheered me up. hope you're on the mend and cant wait for your cake book. x

Posted by tracydavidson on 30/01/2012

So good to hear from you Marian!!! I've been dealing with a pretty deep depression and have been thinking of you and missing one of my favorite authors. You look beautiful in your pics and can't wait to read your next book!!! xoxoxoxo hugs and your uplifting attitude is a gift to others who are also dealing with crap stuff in their lives. love love love!
Sarah

Posted by sarahzsimmons on 30/01/2012

I am so happy you are back to writing on here and your new books will be coming out soon. I am glad you are on the mend and will pray for your father and family! I have been waiting many years on reading about Helen Walsh. The Walsh girls are my favorite books! Hope you continue to gget better!

Posted by zskinner0001 on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian, Loved the video clip and the cakes looked very very edible,as I also love to bake I will definately be buying your cake book.
You are in my thoughts Love Patsy

Posted by patsykeen55 on 30/01/2012

How pleased I was to see your newsletter in my inbox today! So great that you have been writing again and despite all that you have been going through your humour and wit still shine through. Wishing you, Himself and all your lovely family the very best. xxx

Posted by skwatts on 30/01/2012

Marian so glad to read your newsletter and great to hear that you are getting better. We have missed you. Cant wait to read the new book about Helen. Stay atrong.

Posted by oldbears on 30/01/2012

Welcome back Lady Marian! And a book to boot! You just made my day. I am very happy for you and himself that you're back. It's like Marian 2.0!

Posted by sassefras1972 on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,

it´s SO good, to have you back!!!! I´m looking forward to reading your new book. And - besides - You´re NOT the size of a house! :-) Soon you´ll see.
Lots of love from Germany, Stephi

Posted by StephiG on 30/01/2012

When I started menopause, I had the exact same symptons, my seratonin levels had plummeted, after starting on Paxil, all good.

Posted by brice on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian and Himself,

You have no idea how happy it makes me knowing that you are fine and working on being even better. I missed you so much.
I got tell you that I was a little bit off when you were talking about all of those escandinavians tellys but when you mentioned "Homeland" you've made my day, I ADORE THIS SHOW and I'm in love with Saul, I want so much for Carrie and Saul to be together, they are such a perfect match. OK enough about that.
I'm very excited about your new books coming out this year, thank you so much for taking the time to think about us even going through though paths. I recently lost my mom (still young) and it's really difficult to copy, so I send my best wishes to you and your family.
Marian there is any chance you would come to Brazil this year? I so would like to meet you and give you a very big hug (in case you are a hug person) :-) Lots & lots of love your way! <3

P.S.: Do you know Jason Mraz songs? Whenever I am sad it helps me a lot to listen to his songs. Just a tip. ;-)

Posted by liupires on 30/01/2012

So good to hear from you.
xxx

Posted by ljlord on 30/01/2012

Great to have you back!

Posted by LottieL on 30/01/2012

You have no idea how happy I was to see this in my inbox! Had the good fortune to meet you at Harvey's Point Writer's retreat weekend (you liked my Miu Miu shoes) Anyway, you are often in my thoughts as you were truly inspirational to me over the course of that weekend. Keep up the good work, so glad to hear you are turning a corner...brilliant news.
Mairi x

Posted by marsaday on 30/01/2012

I was sent here from Twitter, and I simply had to comment. If only to express admiration, awe that you keep plugging at it, kept fighting your brain, kept on going. I would be awful if you hadn't, truly awful, and I cannot say strongly enough how impressed I am.

I also wanted to remind you, though I am sure you already know, that you are not alone. You've got your readers, of course, but outside them the digital world is full of all of us people who can emphasise with bits and pieces of your experience. Each and every person feels depression differently, but the one thing we are all in agreement about is how horrible it is, and how terrifying it is to think about it coming back. But you seem to be doing well, seem to be out of the woods, and if you ever need anyone to remind you or that, us little creatures online will be jumping up and down for the chance.

Posted by LaurenEACooke on 30/01/2012

Marian,
I'm so happy you're back! I've missed you! I love all your books, and I too, suffer from depression. It's awful and takes everything out of you. I feel for you, and I hope you are on the upswing.

Also, you are FAR, FAR from the size of a house!! Don't put yourself down, only makes it all worse. And your brother Niall is quite cute! As is the rest of your family.

Can't wait for your books!
Shannon

Posted by shannonc512 on 30/01/2012

I am so so so so so so so so pleased to hear from you again (yes it's like you're part of my family!) I have really missed your newsletters and quite often (honestly, it is true) I think about you and wonder how you and Himself are going, and now I know :-)
The last thing I was expecting to read was that you'd written a BOOK. Woo Hoo! I have a feeling it's going to be your best yet, and you know what, it's probably good you were "off the air", no fans asking how you're going with it etc. etc. As well as baking cakes you could just get on with it. Brilliant! I am looking SO SO SO SO forward to it. I love Homeland too. It started here last week and I totally agree - Claire Daines is absolutely fantastic in it. I hope whatever "anti-mad tablet" you're taking is doing the trick. I've been on anti-depressants for 17 years - tried many times to stop and gave up trying to stop 7 years ago. I've been on Zoloft for 7 years - actually went up from 50mg to 100mg per day 2 years ago - best thing I ever did. Once again, I am so happy to hear from you again, yeah I know thousands of others get your newsletter too, but that's how wonderful your newsletter is, it feels so personal. Love, Sharon xxxxx

Posted by Shaz77 on 30/01/2012

I'm so happy you are back! I'd heard of Saved by Cake & rumors of an upcoming Helen novel but to read it straight from you was such a thrill! I've missed you so much and been so worried about you...it was like a family member was ill but I couldn't be there for them. Welcome back and if that's the size of a house...well you must have tiny houses in Ireland. You are lovely and so is your family. I'm so sorry about your father though. But you look wonderful and I haven't felt this good since my best friend from high school tracked me down after 20 long years. Bless you Marian!

Posted by bsteele on 30/01/2012

Fabulous Mk, I'm from brazil and I just let u Know how I adore your books and u as a person. I'd love to have u as amiga!!! All the best in this world 4 u!!!
Fabíola
xxxxxxx

Posted by eusoufab on 30/01/2012

Congrats on your 18 years Marian, as a fellow boozer ( just heading for 8 years ) I am very proud that you didn't hit the bottle, you give me tremendous insperation, sending lots of love and stregth your way.
Chris

Posted by chris_001 on 30/01/2012

Delighted that you have posted an update.
Looking forward to reading your new novel.

Posted by ringo59 on 30/01/2012

Oh Marian how glad I am that you're back! The funny thing is that just this weekend (last of Jan 2012) I was visiting Dublin for the first time in my life and I kept thinking about you a lot and wishing you were feeling better. I myself have also been diagnosed with depression and know how awful it is. So it makes me unbelievably happy that you seem to be feeling a bit better. I'm looking forward to your cake book as well as your new novel. I just simply LOVE the way you write and compose stories. Hopefully we'll meet some day and I'll be able to say this to you face-to-face but for now take care of yourself and belive in nothing being forever not even the foulest of moods. Lots of love, Heidi

Posted by haydee96 on 30/01/2012

Marian, I am so happy to hear from you! Just a few days ago, I was in my local bookshop and thought of you, hoping that you were doing well. Like many others, I assume, I do think of you often. Through your writing, you have managed to crawl into my heart like family. I'm looking foward to the two new books! Yes, especially Helen Walsh's! She's very different from the other girls. I can't wait to see what you've cooked up for her. Slainte'!

Posted by melakem on 30/01/2012

Omg you're back!!!! I am so happy that you've written this, I'm sat here with a massive grin on my face, I swear you have honestly just made my day.

Ok, so things aren't going to be perfect and you'll still get bad days but on the whole you will be able to carry on with your life again which is a magical thing.

In the time you have been away, I have also been in hospital, for seven months, for depression and anxiety. Things are slowly getting better now, but I sort of understand where you are coming from. Stay strong beautiful ♥
Love rachel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Posted by rachel1993 on 30/01/2012

juhuuu! You're back! Fantastic! I am sending a lot of good karma and inner peace from Denmark where I am sitting right now, looking out the window at "The Bridge" in my hand knitted sweater! Best wishes, Line

Posted by LineW on 30/01/2012

I cannot tell you how 'over the moon' i am with this newsletter! Ive been waiting so patiently to get the good news that you have been writing, I simply cannot wait to read anything you've written! Sending lots of love and positive vibes!

lots of love xxx

Posted by fancydressgirl on 30/01/2012

Welcome back! We've missed your vivacious personality.

Posted by artdeco on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian, it's wonderful to hear from you again. I just wanted to let you know that I'm so do sorry to hear about what a tough time you and your family have been going through for the last two years... My thoughts are with you all, and I do hope you will start to feel better, and that things become a bit easier for your poor mum and dad in time too.
I also wanted to let you know that ever since stumbling upon Watermelon 7 years ago when I was on holiday in Tenerife, I was in absolute hysterics with laughter from begininning to end, and I have been addicted to your books ever since, and read every single one in close succession. They never fail to make me laugh, and keep me completely gripped, in a way which no other authors books ever have. Whenever you have brought out new titles since then, I have been so excited to get my hands on the book as soon as possible :)
No matter how long you leave it in between books, and no matter what troubles you have going on in your life, you will always remain my favourite author, and I can assure you, I will never lose interest in your books, nor hearing about your fascinating life, no matter how much time passes. I find it so refreshing that you are so open and honest about issues that affect so many different people every single day, but that most people don't have the nerve to talk about. I think you are a true heroine, and I really hope things will improve for you a great deal, as you truly deserve it. I loved reading your newsletter, and I am sooo excited about your new book coming out in the Autumn, I can barely contain myself ;) Best wishes to you, and your beautiful family, Carys x

Posted by Carys1979 on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian

How WONDERFUL to hear from you again! I love your newsletters, whenever I read it I imagine us sitting and having a chat somewhere and you're telling me your latest news. Not in a strange stalker-fan way, your letters are just so chatty and full of your personality that it feels like we've been friends forever. (Oh dear, stalker-fan statement again...)

Anyways, my father-in-law has rather severe depression that he has just recently finally managed to find the right meds for after more than 10 years. He can't work at all and tinkers around at home. His hobby takes up most of his time and had he taken up baking, we would all have picked up a lot of weight as well! :)

Thank you for finally giving Helen her story, thanks to you I already know what I want for Christmas!

Kind regards
Karen Jordaan
South Africa

Posted by daisyno2 on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,
I'm so glad you're back. Congratulations!!

Thank you, your Mam and family for being so open about your Dad's illness. Your Mam is surely right - we need to talk about mental health more openly and honestly. Did you read Tony Bates' very frank interview in last Saturday week's Times? I found it very helpful and enlightening, as I struggle with my own past and present demons. In my darkest moments, I try to remind myself: this too will pass. See Eithne Strong's poem "However Long that Dark - Dá Fhad an Oíche":
".. so that now with utter sureness/ I can urge you, beloved human,/ to search out your courage".

Mind yourself, beloved human and bless you and yours,
Eileen Kennelly,
Adare,
Co. Limerick.

P.S. Big as a house - go way ow dat!! You're as beautiful as ever.

P.P.S. I love the Wallender books so much that I can't watch the tv version!

Posted by Pumpkinbuddy on 30/01/2012

I missed you, so glad to have you back, take care and greatly looking forward to your new book xx

Posted by Kerry on 30/01/2012

Having my own difficult times at the moment, but got a little spark of delight to see your newsletter in my inbox. Glad to have you back! And SO excited that Helen is getting her own novel...I always felt she should, just to complete the set :) Best wishes to you and yours.

Posted by moonlitcactus on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,
I am so happy to hear from you again - and you are not a fatso - you look beautiful! Sorry about your Dad, but you guys are so lucky to be so cooperative and now all living so close to each other. Wish you all the love and lovely things in the world my dear - take care xxxx

Posted by Tanya@Malta on 30/01/2012

Its wonderful to hear from you Marian! You look and sound fabulous! Well done and thank you for the laughs, I did have a good laugh at the bit about Himself and his running. Keep looking after yourself, welcome back and thank you xxx

Posted by eclair on 30/01/2012

What a wonderful surprise on a rainy Monday. Welcome back, Marian!!! Smiles from Zurich, where one can also eat lots of lovely cake.

Posted by SteffiMaus on 30/01/2012

I am so happy you are on the loooong road to your recovery. Take care and I can't wait for your new books!!!

Posted by Klabbree on 30/01/2012

Glad to see you're back, I've missed you! xx

Posted by Pipipops on 30/01/2012

OMG !!! You're BACK !!! Uhuhuhu !!! Finally!!! I'm so happy to hear from you, and also to hear about the book on Helen Walsh! Now I can finally read Angels - I've had it for years, but didn't want to read it cause if I did, the Walsh books would be over and I'd be left hoping for nothing! I'm so happy you're back and you're writing, so I'm gonna start Angels NOW !!! Great to hear from you, Marian, hope you get better and better and better and better FOREVER !!!

Posted by cascher on 30/01/2012

Marion, you are amazing and lovely, x

Posted by Afan on 30/01/2012

Oh my God!!!!!! Dear Marian!!! It is soooo good to have you back here with us!!!! LOTS OF LOVE! xxxxx Ewa

Posted by ewaniek on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian
it is so good to see that you're slowly but surely coming back to us. as usual your newsletter is full of happiness and sadness, you have an amazing way of expressing yourself.
Look forward to your 2 new books
Love
Mary xXx

Posted by Mary0910 on 30/01/2012

Oh Marian, how absolutely wonderful to hear from you again. I had tears in my eyes reading your newsletter. Hope you continue to be able to fight to horribleness and focus on a better future. And cake. Lots of love, Sue xxxx

Posted by soobee on 30/01/2012

Oh Marian! Welcome back! You have no idea how much you have been missed! I'm so glad you are beginning to see some light on that long dark road back, I've been there. I was delighted when a new email pinged into my phone as I lay in bed playing a stoopid game as I couldn't sleep - another distraction! And when I saw it was your email, I can't tell you how excited I was! Lots of love to yourself and himself - keep strong. Xxx

Posted by Kymmybuggt on 30/01/2012

Yay!!!!! So glad you are recovering slowly but surely, cannot wait for the new books, have been having serious withdrawal symptoms! You look beautiful in the photos and videos, and are an inspiration.
xxxx Vicky

Posted by vjones77 on 30/01/2012

So fantastically fab that you're back! Glad you're feeling better, I very much look forward to your books coming out soon xxx

Posted by Sarah Bee on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian,
It's sooo great to hear from you again. It's so weird, because I don't know you but I have been so worried about you, so it's just brilliant to hear that you seem to be working your way to the other - lighter - side. And I almost had tears in my eyes, reading that you have a book on Helen coming out. How brilliant is that! I'm so pleased for you! Congratulations!
Lots of love
Line, Denmark
PS: So pleased that you are enjoying Danish TV :-) :-)

Posted by puffin on 30/01/2012

How wonderful to see you back! I just thought you were a lazy blogger, much like me, who isn't even on Facebook yet. 2011 was a tough one; I told my husband we're in a year of transition: our daughter moved into her own apartment, my mother is declining rapidly and my company is being acquired. I understand how hard it can be just to change your panties, let alone be productive. Let's hope 2012 sees us all a little happier, healthier and peaceful. Can't wait for the books. BTW - Mandy Patinkin played Inigo Montoya in "The Princess Bride," i.e. "You keeled my father, prepare to die."

BA

Posted by momowom on 30/01/2012

Oh you have been missed! love the video and hugely excited about the new books,especially the cake one! sending good thoughts your way,hope this year is much better for you xx

Posted by vintagechick on 30/01/2012

Priceless.

Posted by Scandal on 30/01/2012

Sooo happy to hear from you! Can't wait to get hold of the cake book. Thanks for the update. xxx

Posted by PSJ on 30/01/2012

Yay! So happy to have you back. You look gorgeous, as always.

Will the Cake book be available in the US? I hope so.

Looking forward to the new book, too.

I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. I'll keep him (and all of you) in my prayers.

Gobs of love and good wishes...

Posted by USFan on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian

So glad you're back with us and feeling a lot better. The fact that you've managed to get so far will be a huge inspiration to a lot of people in the depths of despair. I'm hugely excited to hear about your forthcoming projects and hope the successes that this year will undoubtedly bring will help to spur you on even further. And you know that if you have a down day, we're all here to boost you up again! Lots of love, Rachael x

Posted by rtinniswood on 30/01/2012

So great to hear from you. xo

Posted by JoeyW on 30/01/2012

Wonderful to read your brilliant writing again Marian. Can't wait for the baking book! xx

Posted by OMC on 30/01/2012

Welcome back, you beautiful woman! We haven't lost interest in the slightest. Just waiting patiently for your world to right itself. Can't wait to see your cakes, and of course, Helen, the last but not least of the Walsh girls... YAY! Delightful, what a lovely start to 2012. Missed you! Love and Hugs from Australia. Teresa x x x

Posted by teresabutler on 30/01/2012

Dearest Marian

It is so wonderful to receive your newsletter again. And to hear that a new book of yours is coming out has sent me into a dance routine right here in my office (good thing I work on my own otherwise people would think I'm having a psychotic break). I'm just SO happy to know that I will find comfort soon in another one of your treasures. Funny, I was just telling my best friend the other day that I can't wait for your next book to come out.

God bless you and your family. XX

Posted by GiuliaS on 30/01/2012

Hi Marian!!! It´s so wonderful to hear from you again! I´m so happy you feel better, and so very surprised you´ve got to do so many great things though you didn´t feel good. That´s amazing and you must feel so proud. I´ve been through a bad period too and I know how hard it can be to keep going on. I´ve been baking too, I don´t know if it´s kind of a therapy but it actually feels good to do something sweet and make people around you enjoy what you create somehow. I loved reading your newsletter, I can feel I´m gettin´out the hole too and this is like if someone pushed me a little bit higher. You definitely must feel proud and happy, you´ve got a wonderful family, an awesome man beside you and those lovely kids around eating your incredible cupcakes!! I hope springtime comes into your life with fresh wind and lots of happiness. It´s time to wake up, Marian!!! Congratulations, and thank you so much for your great, inspiring and wonderful work! Kisses:)))))

Posted by Victoria on 30/01/2012

HAPPY to hear u are back!!! whoooa and two books - I will buy both xxxx

Posted by cols123 on 30/01/2012

WELCOME BACK!!! So happy you're feeling better, and so excited there is a novel about Helen finally in the works. I've been waiting for her story for so long - hope Mammy Walsh is still in fine form! You look great in the photos - hardly the size of a house, and - I know from personal experience - there are so many more important things! All the best for the success of the "anti-mad pills". Christmas hasn't been the same without a new Marian Keyes. x

Posted by Amy Jasper on 30/01/2012

Marion so lovely to see your newsletter arrive today. Myself and a work collegue have missed your letters so much and was only talking about you the day So great to see your doing well can't wait for the new books. Jane UK

Posted by janey29066 on 30/01/2012

Great to hear you are feeling better, look forward to your next books!

Posted by adamemma on 30/01/2012

Lovely to have you back! So glad you are feeling better. Best wishes and can't wait to read the new books. x

Posted by niallandria2003 on 30/01/2012

It is soooo wonderful to hear from you again! I Googled you every now and then, hoping for news, and it is great to read your news. Keep battling life, keep writing & baking & walking, and remind yourself that your readers love you whatever size you are. You are an inspiration to a depression prone Dutch wannabe writer slash baking fan, just the way you are! Can't wait for the new books to come out. Take care of yourself. Love from the Netherlands

Posted by GDB on 30/01/2012

Great to have you back! Carolinep

Posted by Carolinep on 30/01/2012

Welcome back Marian! I can't wait to buy the new novel I love the Walsh sagas! Would it be available on my spanking new Kindle? :-) happy vibes, Amy xxxxx

Posted by minxymoos on 30/01/2012

Soooooo delighted about the new books but truly more so that you are feeling better and found things in life that bring you joy! Continued good health (and hopefully writing!)

Posted by cph706 on 30/01/2012

My grandfathers (all 3 of them had altzheimers...) I know how it feels, but you can always see the bright side of it... Last year I run a dramatheapy group with 7 elderly ladies with alzheimers and we had the best time... Can't wait for the next novel! :)

Posted by schubi on 30/01/2012

Dear Marian
I can't tell you how excited & relieved I was to receive an email containing your new newsletter. It's been a long time, & I know I will be just one of many who have been sending silent good wishes to you at a very difficult time. I have been a 'fan' for many years since the publication of Watermelon. I have loved all your books but Watermelon is still my favourite- the one that has been re-read countless times & has seen me through difficult periods (never fails to cheer me up!)
Welcome back Marian, sooo lovely to have you back :)

Posted by sarajulia on 30/01/2012

Glad to see you're back! Loving your work as ever, especially the cakes! You've cheered my day with your newsletter and your darling video. Thank you,
Polly xxx

Posted by pollypea on 30/01/2012

Welcome back! So good to hear from you! I've been thinking about you every so often and hoping your well after being through some horrible times myself in the past.

As for being the size of a house, I know what it's like - I'm currently going through a period of struggling to lose weight due to having to have an implant in my arm that helps endometritis get better but makes it impossible to lose weight (I even ran the Great North Run!!!) I'm just focussing on getting fit with lots of exercise, refusing to give up cake and hoping later in the year when I get the thing out it'll all fall off!

Can't wait for the books to come out! And so glad you're back!!! xxx

Posted by HelenT on 30/01/2012

Its great to have you back!I'm so glad your feeling better and am really looking forward to Saved by Cake and the new novel. I read rachels Holiday about twice a year whenevr I need cheering up. Its the only book that makes me laugh out loud no matter how many times I read it. Me and my sister still quote bits out of it!

Posted by sokeeffe7 on 30/01/2012

Marian, Im so excited to 'see' you back here. Im terribly sorry to hear about your Dad, but equally pleased to hear that your family have moved closer and that you are feeling so much better. You look great, Im really looking forward to your new books (cake!), and huge congratulations on 18 years of sobriety. I have been checking every month to see if you were back, and Im so pleased you are now xxxx

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